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Fighting demons

“Not. Now. Please.” Hoseok grunted in pain.
He couldn’t breathe.

Hoseok barged inside the nearby room and hastily  locked it.

He needed to calm down before Yoongi locates him.

These moments are complicated.

Hoseok felt this raging storm within himself, tearing him apart just to feel something.

Just to have something.

His gasps perplexed in his throat.

“Hoseok, what’s wrong?” Yoongi asked from the other side of the door.

“I- I am fine! I just need some time.” And the minute after he said those words.

He fell to the ground.

Trying his best not to scream like a maniac.

He was missing Namjoon today.
With Namjoon, he never had to hold himself in because he knows, no matter what happens, Namjoon would invariably stay beside him.

“Hoseok!” Yoongi promptly ran towards the brunet.

“What the fuck. Did I forget to close the door?!” He asked, panting.

“You forget to close the other door.” Yoongi looked anxious now.

“Who’s a whore?!” Hoseok pushed Yoongi a bit.
Yoongi mentally facepalmed himself.

“H-hoseok. Listen to me. What’s wrong? Tell me.” Yoongi approached him.

“I just...look.. Yeah. I am addicted. But I am trying. It’s been one week already, and I didn’t even realize but.. My body is reacting now and that is the reason why I always lose it on my second week.” Hoseok tried his best to explain what’s going on.

Hoseok pushed himself further from Yoongi by his elbow.

“Come here.” Yoongi tenderly said.

Hoseok refused to even come near him at this point.

“No- stay off. I’m..losing my _s-hit.” Hoseok mumbled, breathing heavily.

“Hey! Fucking listen asshole!” Yoongi greeted his teeth.

“Yoongi. I have to go-“  Hoseok got up.

“You can’t drive this way! And where will you go?!” Yoongi stood in front of him.

“I- I’ll manage.” Hoseok uttered, somewhat pushing Yoongi.

“No. I won’t let you go.” Yoongi spoke up with teary eyes, but instantly hid it.

“Yoongi. Please.” Hoseok pleaded.

“I’ll drive you.” Yoongi was determined, putting on a stone cold facial and those piercing gaze.

Hoseok at last gave up.

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“Hoseok, address.” Yoongi asked, while taking a turn.

“O-oppsite..Seoul Street.” The brunet closed his eyes.

“Hoseok. No. Hold up. Who lives there?” Yoongi asked.

Yoongi got no response back.
He quickly got Hoseok out of the car.

“Careful.” Yoongi spoke up.

Yoongi rang the bell, having Hoseok still.

Yoongi observed a tall man opening the door for them.

“Hoseok?! What happened?!” He quickly pulled him in.