Obsession | SOPE

Does that hurt?

"Take care of him, please." Hoseok requested.

Jin gave an understanding nod.

He went inside.

"So you have a habit of healing and running, huh?"

Jin got goosebumps when he heard that voice.

"Hoseok told me you were sleeping." Jin quietly said.

"I did him a favor." Namjoon winked.

"How are you feeling?" Jin asked.

He badly wanted to hold Namjoon.

But his hesitation said otherwise.

Namjoon noticed it.

"Let me sleep on your lap." He shamelessly said.

Jin chuckled as his back was set to the bedside and Namjoon just went in.

Two seconds into it and it was not exactly sleeping on a lap anymore.

Namjoon cuddled up and snuck up to Jin's torso, holding him for dear life.

Jin kept caressing through his hair so that it feels good.

Namjoon relaxed, his body relaxed, he was feeling better. Also, he felt bad how selflessly Jin loves him even when he doesn't get anything in return.

"Does that hurt?" Namjoon asked.

"What hurts?" Jin asked, still caressing his hair.

"Loving me, does that hurt?" Namjoon asked, holding his tears.

"Why would you ask?" Jin cupped his cheeks, smiling.

"Because- I know- it hurts. Hurts- so bad." Tears rolled down from his cheeks.

But Jin was there to wipe them.

"I'm sorry." Namjoon broke down, sobbing.

Jin held him firmly.

"You never have to be sorry for what you feel and neither do I. I don't regret this!" He exclaimed.

The more Jin would say something like this, the more Namjoon felt guilty.

"I don't wanna hurt you, too." His body was shaking.

"Love is all about pain. You just have to find someone who's worth the pain." He said, smiling, beaming like the sun and comforting Namjoon.

"I'm- not- worth it." He mumbled.

"Ssh-" Jin hissed at him for saying that.

"Why don't you leave me before it's too-" Namjoon got cut by a pair of lips.

Namjoon needed to hold on to something, but Jin held him tight already. His head was spinning. He could only hear Jin's heartbeat.

Namjoon kissed back, but he was just shocked.

Because Jin never initiates a kiss.

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"I didn't mean to leave you, I just-" Hoseok tried to explain.

"It's fine." Yoongi hugged him.

"It's pretty late. Let's drop you off. You're not on your leave, are you?" Hoseok asked, raising his eyebrows.

"But I don't wanna go." He sighed, like a nagging kid.

"How about you going to work now and me coming over at midnight so that when you come home, the first thing you see is me?" Hoseok tried to encourage him.