Im still starving till im done
While demons keeping me awake
Feeling so lonely that nothing and noone can fill the void
Trying to fix it with ciggarettes, pills and old songs, some tears and hunger
Feeling so empty and lost that darkness becomes the only friend
Trying to survive an tired of surviving
Not having strength to cry, or shout, or even breathe while keep choking on tears, the ones that i was holding for a week
A hole in the chest that cant be filed with all the noise on my head, at the same time everything is silent
Craving for a hug, a warm smile, even if its not yours, knowing that is not gonna make me feel complete or content
Hating my fucked up self and loving what breaked me
Comepletly faithless, less worried every day still not being able to shake anxiety away
Heartless, reackless, worthless, helpless-
