Where did my childhood go, when did it end. I don't know.
I tried to be the best that I can be , but now I'm at my worst.
Mom and Dad have eachother, my elder sisters have eachother, but me I'm on my own.
I don't think they will even notice if I go out someday and never return.
But when I do I know, I won't come back alive.
I tried day and night but I know I failed.
I changed I really did but more in the bad way.
But I feel it's the right way, coz I feel more alive like this than being a goody two shoe.
I have alot of bad in me but in a small corner in my heart I'm still a kid who is nobody but a kid loging for it's parents love that it never got.
I wish for death every moment coz I know no one will mourn for me.
But I will only die with one guilt And regret that I promised someone to watch them grow and to be there best friend that I won't be able to fullfill.
This is going to be the only thing I will regret and be guilty for.
And to make up for it I promise even if I get hell I will fight everyone to watch over that someone I promised.
To protect them from everything even if I get worst punishment for it.
I will be there guardian demon from hell.
