I lifted Benjy up and immeaditely smelled that famous new baby smell that i am madly in love with.
I kiss his forehead then rock him back and forth a few times. He was beautiful, maybe 50 little hairs on his head and his fingers were smaller than pencil widths.
His name was Benjerman the moment I held him I fell in love. He was so adorable.
I pictured us growing up together me giving him advice and helping him through stuff. I mean there would be a twelve year age diffrence but I wanted to be there for him.
I couldnt help but smile when he started to fall asleep, he looked peacful, lately my life was a little rough but when he was in my arms it was if everything was cloudy.
He snuggled deeper into my arms and i laid down with my nephew, I kissed his forehead and fell asleep being overjoyed.
The air felt cool and i could see pillows everywhere, I was dreaming but it was so realistic. I was still holding Benjy when i started jumping up and down on the pillows then out of nowhere "poof" he was gone.
Starteld I grabbed around the near pillows not finding anyone ecspecially not my baby Benjy, I figured that it was just a crazy dream and my baby had disapeard. I had called him my baby ever since he fell into my arms.
I have always wished he could actually be mine but his mom would never let that happen I mean, I only can drive up there twice a month so I spend the day with him. The mall or the zoo or the movies, anywhere.
