What The Fudge!

Epiphany

"What the fuck!",....

"What the fuck!!",....

"What the fuck!!!,...", the pale hands continues to hit the steering wheel, venting out his frustration.

June is really upset. Angry! Nothing is going as he had planned. And he is disappointed to say the least.

He is fuming, while driving down the almost empty streets of Bangkok. They say, the nightlife in the city is something to look forward to, and most of the young adults, and even grown men just search for an escape to drown themselves in music, mock-tails, and mindless sex. 

But not June. 

He is an exception. 

He rarely goes for night-outs. And doesn't drink alchohol. Smoking too is a complete no-no, because he can't stand the smell. Yet,...he loves to watch people dance on the floor. That's the reason he hangs out at clubs, because sometimes to keep people around him happy, he just tags along with them.

But today, something is different. 

He is driving alone. Without his chauffuer. And bodyguard. 

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He wants to cry his heart out. But,...he is tired. Tired of always being the cry-baby. He is tired of always having to deal with things on his own. Tired of fighting the battles all by himself. Tired of dealing with everything all alone.

Despite coming from wealth,...June is a simple boy at heart. He likes to enjoy the warmth of the early morning sunshine. And bask in the coldness of the snow at night. 

Although he is a young man today,...he is his Daddy's sweetheart. 

June loves his Dad. And his Dad is his whole world. 

But over-the-years,...things seems to have changed. 

His father is a busy man. Not someone to play around, or someone with a lot of free time in his hand. And this is bothering June, and he isn't able to voice it as well. And that's hurting him even more.

His father is one of the most successful businessman in the country. And now,...his son is ready to carry on his legacy. 

But what's the point of having so much of luxury, when there is no happiness or peace?

The father works tirelessly so that he can give the best to his one and only darling son. While the son misses his father terribly, and cries in silence over his misery. 

It's been months since June hasn't talked to his dad, let alone see him. But who will he go and complain to?

Despite being a well-mannered, and an obedient kid, he's running out of patience. 

He is tired of the fake smiles, and the cold hugs that he gets from people, who are always around him either for his wealth, or beauty, or perhaps both. 

June is an extremely beautiful, and well-educated guy. Who wouldn't be attracted to him? 

Not just women,...even men droll over him. And June is aware of this. 

But he is protective of himself, because he never trusts anyone that easily. The absence of his father has created a void in his heart, that has made him develop trust issues. 

Although he's cheeky and charming on the outside. The moment someone tries to get closer to him, he'd push them away harshly. 

And this is something well known within his social circle.