White Lies

Chapter 25

Samuel's p o v :

"what the hell was that Samuel?!?" Cedric yelled. I am processing it myself, how the hell will I reply to him. Me and Lilith got into a relationship today, and I asked her if she was cheating on me. I know the way I approached the situation and tried to understand it was fucked up but I couldn't think properly.

I will apologise and explain the situation and she has to understand, I know what I did hurt her beyond belief but she has to understand. I couldn't think of anything but my brother.

He is alive, he is here and I still can't get anything right. What the hell do I do? I feel shaken up. I shouldn't have acted the way I did. Elliot explained it to me before he did anything cuz he cares about me yet I fucked up.

"I have to go to Elliot…" I accidentally trip over the mat and fall down. I start crying. Cedric comes in front of me, his eyes soften once he sees my state. "h-he is alive and well, Ric. He he is here, why did I act like that??? I hurt Lilith, i-I didn’t mean to, I really didn’t. Will she ever forgive me? I don’t think so… I need to go to her, i- " I cut myself off, and scramble up.

I jog up to the door, Mia stops me. "wtf do you want Mia?!" I shout at her but quickly say sorry. "I know you weren't in your right mind but, fuck you Samuel, you hurt her!" she says and raises her hand to slap me but hesitates and hugs me.

"I would have hit you but chose not to, you need to go to Lili but not now, she needs space, understand that." she says and pulls apart. I nod, I can't go now, she needs space, after what I did I don't think Elliot would even let me see her. The one thing Elliot always told me was to never disrespect a woman and hurt her when she's done nothing wrong and that’s exactly what I did.

Cedric faces me. "I warned you to not hurt her, but you did although I understand why you did it, but you've always kept calm and dealt with the person who has something to do with the problem. You dragged Lilith in this for no reason, you have no idea what she's going through, that was wrong man."

I look down at my feet in shame, he's right. I always lost it when it came to my brother. ""don’t look down, asshole. Mia will tell you when its okay to talk to Lilith and you, don’t mess up. If she's hurt, you'll get the beatings you missed today." I hug him, this is what I meant when I said I owe my life to this jock, he's always there for me, making sure I don't fuck up.

"go rest now, today must've been tiring." I pull apart and nod at him.

I get in the car and drive home. I park the car in the driveway and rest my head on the steering wheel. I drift off to sleep in the same position.

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Writer's note:
Helllooo peoplee! Hope everyone's well. I'm updating after so long, and the chapter is short, im so sorry. Have exams going on, wil update a long chapter after its over!

Have a great day!❤✨
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