Giyu pov:
Water surrounded my body. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move. The sea slowly taking me whole. I suddenly hear muffled sounds, as if something was trying to wake me up. My eyes jolt open and I shot up from the mattress. Sweat prickled down my neck and my breathing shallow. I hated having these nightmares. Turning over to the night stand, I slam my hand on my phone. I immediately pulled back my hand as it throbbed in pain. At least my alarm was off. Checking the time as I got up, I realized what time it was! Shoot! I couldn't be late.
✨️timeskip✨️
The bells ring through the school. Students clamored to go to class. Eyes fell upon Giyu as he rushed in class. He hated it when people stared. His chest felt tight and his stomach churned. Gripping onto his bag, he walks over to his seat. Giyu looked up to see Obanai Iguro and Sanemi Shinazugawa on the other side of the room. Great. He couldn't wait to get this year over with.
Every day felt the same. Like a VHS tape in those horror movies, repeated over and over again. Giyuu hated this. He always felt like he didn't belong. Like something didn't feel right.
Sanemi's pov:
Great. That emo loner was in my class, AGAIN. He always acts like he's better than everyone. "I'm different from you guys" or "leave me alone" were the only real replies he ever said. It annoyed the shit outa me. God was he pathetic. He looked so stupid with his resting bitch face and jet black hair and fucking gorgeous blue eyes...wait what?! Pull yourself together Sanemi!
I looked over at my friend Obanai. Ever since we met each other in elementary, we clicked instantly. Our most common interest was making fun of tomioka. Obanai ESPECIALLY hated his guts. Probably cause the main reason was Mitsuri from class B would sometimes talk to him. I still can't believe that glutton still can't tell that obanai has a crush on her. I mean it's soo obvious!
Ever since my shit head of a dad left, I refused to love anyone. I'd probably ruin if because of my fucking genes. My dad always treated us like shit, especially my ma. Thank GOD he left. So glad he's dead. But I can't tell anyone that.
3rd person
The class seemed to last for decades. Giyu heard whispers throughout the class as the teacher left the room. Even if they weren't talking about him, it still felt like it to him. Finally the bells rings and everyone gets up to leave. Students rush to the canteen. Giyu grabs his back and leaves out the class last. As he walks down the hall, he suddenly trips over something. Picking up his books, he hears the others snicker and giggle at him. He looks up to see Sanemi laughing with Iguro as they leaned on the wall. At this point, Giyuu would've been used to this, but having everyone stare and laugh at him was nerve racking. Giyu tried taking deep breaths, but nothing was working. He quickly got up and walked away. His chest tightened and his head felt dizzy. Sanemi and Iguro laughed and stared at the ravenette as he quickly walked away.
Giyu's pov:
God I'm so pathetic! I should have watched where I was going. Just...take deep breaths.. Giyu almost ran to the bathroom. He sat in an empty stall as he put his knees up to his chest. Giyu's breathing became shallow. He hated this feeling so much that he wanted to throw up.
Pathetic
Loser
You don't belong
Just kill yourself
Murderer
Giyu wished he could push away these thoughts. He couldn't take it. Reaching into his bag he got his pencil sharpener and a small screwdriver. Unscrewing the blade, he removed it as he rolled up his sleeves. Revealing his previous scars. No one would notice right? Not like anyone would care. The small cold blade glided through his wrist. Once he started, he couldn't stop. It was until he saw the time that it was almost time to head back to class. He grabs the disinfectant wipes ands cleans the blood off his arms and the blade. The aclohol stung a lot, but that was just common sense. He screws back the blade and bandages his wrists before rolling down his sleeves.
He hears the bell ring for class as he splashes water on his face. He rushed the way to his next class. He was kind of regretting not eating lunch. But either way he would throw it up. He felt like he didn't fit in. Not like he did either way.
Sanemi's pov:
Ughhh...I can't wait for school to be over. I'm already tired of this. At least it's our last year of highschool.
The ravenette walks into their history class. His hair even more messed up in that ponytail. He seemed even more distant than before. And before was always distant. Sanemi rolled his eyes at the sight of him. A 'tch' leaving his lips.
Obanai turns to him and whispers something.
"Psst"
"What?" Sanemi whispered back.
"Wanna make a bet?"
"Why the fuck do you even wanna do that?" Sanemi glares at him.
"Just hear me out"
"Fine..but it better not be anything stupid"
"I'll tell you after school"
"OH for fucks sake obanai!" Sanemi accidentally says out loud. The teacher scolded him for speaking and cursing. He got detention after school. Giyu could help but turn his head away and let out a quiet chuckle. Sanemi noticed this and a vein popped out of his forehead. How he hated his guts.
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Authors note:
Haha get cliffhangered. Anyway this is my first story I've written so if you have any tips, please let me know, but please no negativity. I'll try posting regularly. Probably a week. Hope u enjoyed this chapter! This also probably has a lot of Grammer mistakes.
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Rumors(Sanegiyuu)
FanfictionGiyuu doesn't know what to do anymore. Everything in his life is going down hill. His whole life revolved around rumors. Anyone and everyone had something to say. Sanemi makes a bet with obanai and doesn't turn out good. Read to find out Modern au...
