Sad Hetalia One Shots (UNDER HEAVY EDITING PROCESS)

SpaMano: Only Exception

When Lovino was younger ,he would always find Antonio crying softly in his pirate costume ,in the corner of his bedroom.He slowly walked up to him and hugged Antonio tightly ,making him jump a bit but relaxing soon after."Lovi ? What are you doing here ?" Antonio spoke softly ,wiping the tears away from his eyes and face.

"Because I saw you crying.I wanted to comfort you ,Idiota." The Italian mumbled and puffed out his cheeks.Antonio gave a soft smile before hugging the small Italian in front of him."Gracias Lovi .. For everything." He murmured before getting up and going down the kitchen to cook food for Lovino.

A few years had passed and Lovino was getting bigger now."Lovi ,you're turning into a big boy now.Let's go see if I have any spate clothes that could fit you." The Spaniard smiled brightly and took Lovino into his room.

He then rummaged through his closet and found a pair of white long sleeved T-shirt which was two sizes too big for the Italian."Here Lovi ,go try this on." Antonio said and gave the shirt to Lovino."But España ! I don't want to wear this ,I like my green dress !" Lovino whined out loud.

He threw the shirt on the floor and gestured to his pretty little maid outfit."See España ,I look prettier in this ,sì ?" Lovino smiled brightly and twirled around.The Spaniard hesitated for a moment but soon smiled when he saw the Italian twirling in front of him.

"Sí ,you look pretty Lovi." He chuckled and gave the small Italian a big hug."Hey ,you have been wrokig hard this week ,why don't I take you to somewhere special ?" Antonio grinned and grabbed Lovino's hands."Special ?! Sì ,Sì !" Lovino nodded his head furiously ,his eyes twinkling with excitement.

Antonio carried the Italian in his arks to one of his favorite places to go when he feels down ,which was a field full off colorful tulips.He set Lovino down on the grassy ground and smiled brightly."Do you like it Lovi ?" The Spaniard asked with a huge grin plastered across his face."Wow ,look at all these pretty flowers !" Lovino exclaimed happily as he ran through the field of colorful tulips.

Antonio followed close behind the smaller Italian through the path Lovino has made when he ran through the field.He saw Lovino sitting on the ground and picking on the tulips ,scattering them around.

Antonio walked to the busy little Italian and sat down beside him.He started to pick up the flowers Lovino had scattered around and made it into a flower crown.Lovino peeked form beside him and poked his sides.

"Toni ,what are you making ?" The Italian asked ,still poking his sides."I'm making you a surprise." He grinned and added the finishing touches to the flower crown."Close your eyes first." He commanded which Lovino obeyed.Antonin gently placed the crown on top of Lovino's head."You can open your eyes now Lovi." Antonio said while nodding his head.

Lovino opened his eyelids slowly and felt around his head.He took off the flower crown and smiled brightly."I love it Antonio !" He exclaimed and hugged Antonio tightly with his little hands.

~10 Years Later~

"Antonio ,I'm back." The Italian huffed from his and his beloved Spaniard's house ,carrying bags of groceries from the shop down town."Antonio ,come down and help me cook ,bastard." Lovino called out for the Spaniard once more.After not getting any response from Antonio ,he decided to check his room."That lazy ass bastard.He's probably still sleeping." He muttered under his breath and barged into Antonio's room.

There ,lying on the bed was Antonio ,with a bottle of sleeping pills in his right hand and a few various pills in his left hand."T-Toni ?!" Lovino screamed and ran over to the Spaniard.With a sob of despair ,he quickly cradled the comatose form of Antonio into his arms."Toni ,wake up .. Please ,I need you here with me .." He sobbed.A neighbor heard the blood curdling scream from the couple's house and went to check if very hung was okay.

The woman walked into their house and saw the horrifying scene in front of her."P-Please ,call the ambulance." Lovino pleaded while holding onto Antonio tightly.The woman nodded and quickly called the ambulance while trying her best to comfort Lovino but it didn't work at all.

Lovino was cradling Antonio ,and caressing his cheeks gently while rock in back and forth on the bed.The ambulance arrived a few minutes later and quickly loaded Antonio in to the van and drove off to the bearers hospital.Lovino sat next to the Spaniard ,refusing to ride another car even though the van was almost full.

They arrived at the hospital and Antonio was quickly taken into the emergency room.Lovino's tears were streaming down his face as he paced around the waiting room."Damn it ,Toni ! Why are you doing this to me ?!" He cursed.The Italian then closed his eyes and sagged against the wall.

The doctor came out from the E.R an hour later and called out for Lovino."Mr.Lovino Vargas ?" The Italian raised his hands and stood up quickly."Yes ,that's me.Is he going to be okay ? He's still alive right ?" The doctor shook his head slightly and patted Lovino's back."He took too much of the pill.He overdosed." The doctor managed to say without tearing up himself.

Lovino's heart broke into million little pieces when the doctor said that Antonio was no longer with them.He broke down crying ,thinking about all of the memories they shared together.From the moment he first got traded to Antonio to the moment when they had their first kiss together.

He hugged the doctor's legs and sobbed loudly."He can't be dead ,I refuse to believe that ,he's still alive !" He sobbed and hugged the doctor's leg tighter."You can go see him inside before we check him up." The doctor spoke softly and pried Lovino off of him.The Italian nodded sadly and got up from the tear stained floor.He slowly went inside the room ,closing the door behind him and sitting on the white chair next to the bed where Antonio was lying.

Lovino grabbed Antonio's hand softly ,tears streaming down his face."Why did you take those pills ,Toni ? Why did you have to leave me ?!" The Italian squeezed Antonio's hand and hugged the Spaniard's stiff body ,crying on his chest."I-I love you so much .. Please don't leave me here all alone." He whispered softly and kissed his cheeks.

2 days later ,it was Antonio's funeral day.Lovino walked up the hill where Antonio was supposed to be buried.In Lovino's hands were the most prettiest colorful tulips.

He knew he wasn't supposed to bring colorful flowers to a funeral but ,it was Antonio's favorite after all.As they lowered Antonio's coffin down ,the Italian couldn't help but to drop to the ground and cry his eyes out while his brother Feliciano tried to comfort him as best as he could.

After the burial ,everyone left their flowers on the grave and left with tears welling up their eyes.Some even tried to comfort Lovino.When the Italian was all alone ,he clouds started to turn gray and a few droplets of rain fell down on Lovino's head.He placed his flowers on the center in the grave and kissed the cold and wet headstone.

"Toni .. I want you to know that .. T-That I love you so much .. And I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most.I'm so sorry Toni." He sobbed and hugged the headstone tightly.

"You were my first love .. And my last."