"I'm here for you"

memories.

song to listen to while reading ^^^

⚠️ WARNING! SA AND SH!!⚠️

Kyles pov:

*flashback*
"hey it's ok trust me"he said while grabbing me "please stop." I said while my voice was cracking.I knew something bad was happening."c'mon you know you want it."he started getting aggressive "stop it please!" I tried pushing him away.

I couldn't stop him.I remember feeling so dirty after that.I pushed my blanket away from me while my cheeks were stained with tears.I can't go back to sleep like this.I went to the bathroom to wash my face.

I look at myself in the mirror, I look so..ugly.How could Stan like someone like me?I feel more tears rolling down my face.I can't handle this anymore.

I hesitantly pull open one of the drawers in my bathroom.I pulled out the blade from the back.I promised him I would stop.

I slowly placed the blade over my skin and pushed down and swiped.There was blood, a lot.I started crying.

I cleaned up my mess and went to bed.There was only one thing I could think about, Stan.I really need him right now.I pulled out my phone and went to his contact.

Kyle: hi
Stan: hey what's up?
Kyle: I'm just bored rn lol
Stan: wanna come over?you can sleepover if you want cus it'll probably be dark out when you go
Kyle: uhh sure!
Stan: I'll be waiting for you at my door :)
Kyle: okay :D

I smiled to myself as I put my phone down beside me.Stan was the only person who could make me feel good.He so sweet, just perfect.

I stood up and started getting ready.I just put red flannel patterned pajamas and a grey hoodie, nothing too special.I went to my bathroom to check how I looked.I looked pretty good.I grabbed my phone and headphone and ran down the stairs.

"Hey where do you think you're going?" I turned around, it was my mom."im just going to hang out at Stan's.Can I sleepover too?" I asked my mom."Of course, just text when when you're coming home tomorrow." "Okay." I said and opened the door to go out.

I plugged in my headphones and started playing some music.A few minutes passed and I was at Stan's front door.I knocked and saw Stan open the door for me.

"Hey dude!" Stan said and came close to hug me.I hugged back and smiled."So what do you want to do?" Stan said while he pulled away gently and looked at me."Uhh I don't know" I said awkwardly."We could watch a movie?" Stan suggested."Sure!" I said while smiling.

Stan's pov:

Kyle wanted to make popcorn so he's in the kitchen while I'm trying to decide on a movie we should watch.

"The ring?" I said while looking at Kyle in the kitchen from the couch."Nah I didn't really like that movie" Kyle said."Hmm what about that one movie with the doll?" "Annabelle?" "No the other one" "which one then?" Kyle said while laughing."you know!the one with black hair and white skin with those swirls on his cheeks!" "Ohh! You mean jigsaw?can we watch saw 6?it's my favorite!" "Sure!"

first actual book raghhh I feel like it probably sucks lmaoo☠️anyways I'll probably update once a week, byeeee