Only You || JAMAL MUSIALA

So Into You

After a week full of bliss, I had to go back home and I was really dreading it. Jamal offered to drop me at the airport, but I declined because the media would have a field day if we were spotted together.

I met up with Jamal by the lake before I left...

"This past week has been amazing. I can't imagine my life without you now that I have experienced it with you" he said while we were admiring the scenery.

"I'm gonna miss you Jam-jam" I said turning my gaze from the lake to him.

Jam-jam was my nickname for Jamal. He always cringed every time called him that, but he would always blush right after.

"You are not gonna miss me as much as I'm gonna miss you, mein liebling (my darling), he said before pulling me into a hug

"That's a lie, you will never miss me as much as I will miss you" I said as I hugged him tighter

"Promise me that you will visit me whenever you get the chance" he said

"Promise me that you will call me everyday" I said

"I promise to be an annoying fan blowing up your phone everyday, every hour, every minute, every second" he said

After lots of hugs and kisses, we parted ways and I headed to the airport. Luckily my agency didn't announce anything about my extended stay in Germany so I didn't have to deal with hundreds of fans showing up at the airport.

I arrived at 3 p.m in my country and my mom picked me up since I had not seen her in 9 months because of my world tour.

"Paisley" she yelled as soon as she saw me.

"Mom" I yelled back and ran to give her a hug. I hadn't realised how much I missed her until now.

"How was Germany?, she asked as we were driving back home

"Germany was good" I smiled remembering Jamal

"Only good? Is that why you came home a week later than expected?" she questioned while smirking

"I had a fight with Cami so decided to stay for an extra week to cool off", I said

"I see. Meet anyone new?" she asked

"Well there is someone", I said and looked away

"Go on", she urged

"His name is Jamal and he is my boyfriend", I mumbled the last part

"Could you repeat the last part, I couldn't hear what you were saying" she said

"He is my boyfriend" I said trying to sound confident.

"Oh, okay" she said and we continued driving in silence. It was good on my part because I was not in the mood for one of mom's intense interrogations.

Once we got home, i took a quick shower and decided to give my body what it needed - sleep.

I woke up to 10 missed calls and 25 texts from Jamal. He wasn't kidding when he said he'd be like an annoying fan, I thought to myself and chuckled. It was currently 11 p.m and it was 10 p.m in Germany, Jamal was probably sleeping so I decided to send him a text that he'd read in the morning

Paisley
I'm sorry I missed your calls. I was completely jetlagged so I drifted off to sleep as soon as I put my head on my pillow.
How was your day?
Did you eat?
I miss you my Jam-jam :(

I didn't expect him to reply so I was completely surprised when a notification from my phone popped up

Jamal
My day was weird, I'm still adjusting to not having you here. :)
I have eaten, have you eaten?
I miss you too, mein liebing

Paisley
I haven't eaten yet but I'm about too.
Why haven't you slept yet? Don't you have training tomorrow?

Jamal
I do have training tomorrow but I couldn't sleep without talking to the love of my life.

Paisley
Get some rest and remember to not overwork yourself.
Goodnight Jam-jam
I love you, always <3

Jamal
Goodnight sweetheart
I love you, forever <3

I couldn't stop smiling like a cheshire cat at the text.

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly then all at once"
~ John Green