Have you ever felt so alone ?
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So depressed?
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..Yung tipong parang nasa depressing state ka despite how happy the environment you'd be in and no matter whom you are with?
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..No matter how happy and contented you should be with whatever that you already have or what you already had.
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..Yung wala ka namang solid reason for being sad,
No problems or whatsoever, pero parang ambigat sa pakiramdam?
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..Wala namang mali. Alam mong walang mali.
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..Yung parang pahod na pagod ka na sa buhay pero alam mo naman sa sarili mong wala ka pa namang nagagawa or ginagawa?
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..Hindi mo alam kung anong nakakapagod..
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..Yung parang gusto mong magpakalayo-layo pero hindi mo naman alam kung saan? Kung hanggang kailan?
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..Yung gabi-gabi napapaisip ka kung may kulang pa ba o ano pero parang wala naman?
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..Tapos maya-maya maiiyak ka nalang nang wala namang dahilan?
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..Hindi mo naman mawari talaga kung ba't ka naluluha? Or ano yung nakakaiyak?
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..Yung lungkot na lungkot ka sa gabi pero kinaumagahan, ngingiti at tatawa ka naman, tapos iiyak ka ulit kinagabihan?
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..Bakit??
Hindi ko rin alam.
But that's how it goes.. I guess, for me.