I'm in a rose garden but it's filled with thorns,
They call me a monster cause I wear the devils horns,
They tell me they're leaving and I feel so torn,
I need you to fix me cause I've been worn.
I tried to be better and be a better man,
But I got a letter and it ruined my plan,
I've always pushed and did the best that I can,
It's getting too much and I've lost who I am.
I'm searching for answers,
I know I won't find,
They call me a hero,
They don't know the pain behind,
I try my best but,
I'm just a man,
So what am I supposed to do now?
I gave up aggression and looked in your eyes,
I asked you some questions but I never asked why,
I got all the answers you said "look to the sky,
Cause there's a man above and he sees you try",
I try to be positive but I always decline,
I cry the most but tell everyone that I'm fine,
It hurts the most when I write line by line,
But I know the truth is I wish you were mine.
I'm searching for answers,
I know I won't find,
They call me a hero,
They don't know the pain behind,
I try my best but,
I'm just a man,
So what am I supposed to do now?
Should I give up now or have I come too far,
I asked you that once you said "I love who you are",
I opened my heart and showed you my bigger scars,
I let you in and I thought it bizarre.
You turned your head to me and said,
"It's not who you are it's what you're doing,
It's not who you was it's where you are going,
It's not what you do, it's what you are making,
Cause I see a stage and it's yours for the taking"
I'm searching for answers,
I know I won't find,
They call me a hero,
They don't know the pain behind,
I try my best but,
I'm just a man,
So what am I supposed to do now
