Suspicious Acts

Chapter 4

I tugged on my shoes and pulled a sweat shirt over my head. I really did not care what i looked like at the moment so if my hair was sticking up in all directions, which it probably was, i did not bother to fix it. i pulled up my window and stepped out onto the roof. I knew if my mom saw where i was going she would not allow me to go, so i figured sneaking out would be easier. It turned out it wasn't. I had not sneaked out since sophomore year when i went to a party with my friends. Well i should say ex friends they don't ever talk to me any more because they think Dean is a man whore and said they did not like his attitude. They were probably right i should of listened to them. This is the third time in the year i had been with Dean that i caught him with another girl. Every time he would tell me to go to our place, the first place we kissed, and he would come up with a wonderful excuse to why he was kissing some other girl. The first excuse was he was practicing for a play and the other excuses were he had a bet and the girl had kissed him. And each time i had fell for those pathetic excuses. This time though i am not going to because when i found them kissing and realized i did not care any more i knew that i did not love him any more. I am not even sure i ever did love him. Sure we told each other we love each other all the time and every time he kisses me my heart goes a bit faster but that's the thing. When i tell him i love him its out of habit and when i kiss him my heart only goes faster a little bit, not my body goes tingly and my heart is pounding in my chest. Hardly anything near that.

As i neared the bushes that hid our secret place i mentally sighed and prepared my slef for what was coming. I puched aside the bushes and saw Deans figure pacing around in circles. I cleared my throat and he whipped around his body facing me.

"Anna. You have to hear me out."

"What is it this time Dean? Huh? Have you made an another awesome excuse this time?" I glared daggers at him and he shifted obviously uncomfortable.

"Anna.....you have to undersand......" Dean said softly.

" No Dean, you have to understand! Don't you understand how hurt i am? I didn't even cry when i got home because i am so used to you cheating on me. I hardly felt any thing, no sorrow, no hurt, no anger! I felt nothing! Do you understand that! And i feel the same way towards you, Dean. We are officially over from this point forward." I was screaming at Dean so hard that i forgot we were still in a neighbor hood and soon some one would call the cops if i did not stop yelling. But at that point i did not care, it felt great to get this off of my chest.

"Anna please i love you so so much." Dean closed his eyes making his pain look almost real.

I shook my head and laughed, flicked him off and said, "Screw you Dean, if you really did love me you would have cheated on me."

I smirked at Dean before i left our place and started down the side walk. I turned off onto a different road so if Dean tried to catch up with me he would not no which way i went. I shoved my hands in my pocket and walked down the street quickly wishing it was spring already. Since it was hopeless to try to see in front of me i watched the ground seeing how my different colored converse looked so different in the dark and bumped into something hard. I landed hard on my butt and glared up at what i bumped into. My eyes met a pair of electric blue ones and my heart skipped a beat. then the boy with the beautiful eyes spoke.

"Look at where the hell your going, bitch!" He spat at me.

OK so screw his beautiful eyes this guy is a total jackass.