'With tendrils of ice winter reaches for her and the little bones to lay them under the ground in the chill of cold repose.'
Yoongi has gone to bring the suv around as Namjoon comes back to you and helps unwrap the blankets.
You aren't being much help. You feel as if your strength was pulled from you.
"I'm so tired, Jooni, so very tired."
"We kept you out too long. I'm so sorry, baby."
He lifts you into his arms as you sway on your feet, about to fall to the ground. The others see this and run over.
"Do you need any help?" Jungkook asks, "I can carry her if you need me to."
Namjoon tells him, "She is such a little armful, I can carry her. Thank you, Kooki."
Jimin asks, very concerned, "Are you alright?"
Yoongi walks over and informs them, "The suv is warm and ready."
Namjoon walks to the suv with you in his arms and tells you, "We'll get you home and snuggled in bed soon." You let your head drop against his chest.
The guys have surrounded Yoongi, and he asks them, "Are you ready to go too? I can always come back for you after taking Hana and Namjoon home."
"We are going home too." Says Jin as they gather up the thermos, blanket, and other things brought along for your comfort.
Once back home Namjoon has you resting comfortably in bed.
He asks, "Are you feeling better now? You are becoming more than a little arm full, you know that?" He smiles lovingly at you and kisses your rounded tummy.
You giggle and sigh as he tucks you under the covers, saying, "I'm just more tired, but the doctor did say to expect that. I need to save my strength for when this little gift joins us." You softly smile at him, hoping to reassure him so he won't worry too much.
He grins and asks, with a gleam in his eyes, "Would you like a nap partner?"
"Yes, Jooni." You tease him by saying, "My Shooky would be nice."
He laughs and snuggles next to you on top of the covers. He can easily leave your side by resting on top of the covers without waking you. 'I need to let the others know we need to keep a better eye on you.'
You are soundly sleeping when he very lightly kisses your forehead before he goes to talk with them. He whispers, "I love you so much, Hana. Please don't leave me."
He wipes at his face as he leaves the bedroom, trying to pull himself together before talking with the others.
A couple of days later, you are reclining on the couch, watching a movie with everyone, snuggling against Jooni. Jimin comes and sits beside you. You feel your heart flip twice, and you softly gasp.
Jimin asks, "Are you okay, Princess?" He grabs one of the blankets on the couch, and he and Namjoon spread it over you. Namjoon kisses the top of your cutely bald head, asking you, "Do you want to go rest in bed, baby?"
Your heart flips again, and you feel short of breath. You nod and wrap your arms around his neck as he lifts you into his arms. Your lower back has been aching for hours. You put it off to having to lay around so much and being less active. It seems that lately, all you want to do is sleep.
Namjoon changes you into your soft sleeping gown and tucks you warmly into bed. Your gentle giant takes such tender care of you. 'I will miss you, sweetheart. Please be strong for me.'
A tear slips from your eye as you look at him as if it was your last. You want to fill your mind with thoughts of him, hoping to take them with you. You feel your heart flip and pain run across your lower back. 'Please be okay, baby, please.'
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First Dance
Fanfiction(Not a Holiday story) Will their first dance in winter be their last? In soul-rending sobs, he begs, "Don't leave me! I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you!" As his broth...
