No Control (L.S. BDSM)

New chapter: 51

Harry Edward Styles:

You don't have the same access to knowledge in the dark, as you do in the light. Understand this as you want, but for me it has to meanings, both powerful and important. One, it's easier to access knowledge by yourself if you can see, being independent is more and more important. Two, when you are at the darkest times, who can access knowledge in a helpful way, when surviving it's feeling hard enough.

"Louis" I try to mouth through the clothed gag the idiot has put in my mouth. It's making it harder to speak and to breath. The same kind of clothing put around my eyes, blocking my sight. But it's one thing that for always will be most powerful for me, and that's the magnetic feeling that hits you when someone you love are around. It can only be described with butterflies till.

"Don't be afraid Harry, everything will be alright" the voice belongs to the man I love today, loved yesterday, and will love tomorrow and till forever ends. I know he is afraid, but he knows better than anyone how meeting your fears can beat the worst pains.

"Everything will be alright. Yeah sure" Luke mocks.

"How can possibly a weak little slut like you fight me?" Louis fires back at him. That's my husband, go team Tomlinson.

"My uncle did indeed fight a weak dominant like you. I run the same blood as him" Luke plays back into their heated verbal fight. I can't tell through the clothed blindfold if there is any physical fighting going on.

"And who would you uncle be?" Louis questions.

"Now you can wonder. You for sure were so scared you pissed your pants"

"Oww" I can hear, and I know who the painful sound is coming from.

"Didn't you like getting your balls tortured? My uncle wrote so in his journal" Luke says. Why would a journal mention Louis, especially in this way? It's making him sound like the submissive. Or even so more a submissive slave. It doesn't make sense in my head. Louis told me he has only subbed for one man, Zayn.

"Your uncle was Master Collins?" Louis breaths out frustrated and sadly. What? The man who tried to kill us both multiple times. So that's what Luke is doing, he is trying to fight back for his uncle's good wishes. But what has this to do with Louis and a journal?

"Sit down Tomlinson, we are going to read out loud"

"I SAID SIT DOWN" he yells when Louis must've denied his orders. I can hear Louis body moves, and he likely sits down.

"The date is 30th of September 2008. My uncle writes; today I had another training session with Louis Tomlinson, slave first year. The boy has much potential to grow as a slave. He takes cock and ball torture very well, and I want to develop him to become a painpig" he reads. It hurts to hear the words, and I can tell by the loud breaths Louis makes he don't enjoy them himself. I got so many questions to ask, I always thought Louis's first meeting with BDSM was through Zayn, but I must've been wrong.

"Undress your cock, Tomlinson" Luke orders. What's happening now?

"I will tell the truth at home Harry, there is a good explanation I promise" Louis begs.

"Do what you got to do, I trust you" I whisper trying to search for his hand to give him the sign of trust and love. I find his finger, and gives it a squeeze.

"You two are so sweet, aren't you? Now do the fuck as your told to pig" Luke yells, and I can tell he kicks Louis in the balls.

"Oh, come on, fook off" Louis growls, and kicks back.