it's hard to be alone
i hate that no one knows
what's really going on in my head
i try to keep it all in
i never answer when you're calling
don't wanna break down
cause you'll just laugh at my face
i guess i'll never be the one you want
the one you only ever compare me too
but what if i'm not doing fine
what if i'm just broken inside
what if i try everything and anything to make you notice
and what am i suppose to do
i don't wanna talk it though
the medication never helps
it always seems to make it even worse
and if i try to stop it
i think i will just vomit
but what am i suppose to do
when the feelings coming through
i'm breaking every single bone
to give some signs
i'm only ever in my bed
cause nothing even is worth it
i can't just stop being me
what if I wanna just leave?
it would be better if i just get up and leave
i'm the one in between
you never even notice me
even if im dead
or just sleeping in my bed
but what am i supposed to do
when the feelings coming through
i'm breaking every single bone
to give some signs
i'm only ever in my bed
cause nothing even is worth it
i can't just stop being me
what if I wanna just leave?
Mmmm
Ohhh
letting go is always good
i really think i should
say goodbye to everything
and never ever even breathe
i'm breaking every single bone
i don't know where to go
but i know i can't stay here
tell me if i'm good enough
or if you just want me to run
cause i'm running out of time
i think i'll go
and leave everything behind
