READ THIS PART 1st~~~~~
Will not be best seller written
will have or may have
sex
kinks ( not listing them all)
blood
death
abuse
murder
rape
abortion
drugs
violence
domestic violence
public sex
things that shouldn't happen or be possible to happen irl
don't like what is listed don't read
((female oc name is- Cornelia "Nella" Waters)
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I've known Jax for a long time and we've had ups and downs in our friendship. mainly do to disagreements.
I've always been his number one fan that wasn't his parents or Opie.
When he shared the news he was dropping out to be a prospect for the sons. I told him to go for and that before he knew it he'd be second rank. he thought I was bullshiting but I was right.
I had fallen for my best friend but I didn't want to say anything cause he seemed to love and enjoy the free endless whore pussy or random pussy he was getting or women was practically throwing to him.
So I had kept it to myself for so long.
he had gotten a scare when one of the croweaters told him she was pregnant. when he thought he was the dad she told him it was a guy from a different charter. which Jax about had a heart attack thinking he'd have to marry the croweater to be a dad.
He and I are roommates and I had often thought of what it would be like for him and I to be more than friends and roommates.
I had pictured all the things we'd be like or possibly be like if we were together. hell I even pictured what our kids would look like.
I had never told a single soul about my feels for Jax and I don't think I ever will.
I do know if he ever finds love and its not me I'll be so heartbroken and shattered its not even funny.
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A/N: not quite sure if this will be a short story or long. guess its a wait and see type of ordeal.
chapter lengths vary
unknown number of chapters.
