2 Things.
1. I'm sorry that I'm doing this again, my message isn't long, I want you to know I never left, I was on every day and I'm posting again so.... ya!
2. I'm not sure that anyone is gonna see this but I got a sudden urge to, for the first time, cut myself. I am not that crazy to use a knife but while I was searching for a box cutter, I found a... scalpel of sorts that can really do the job, it's really red but not bleeding, I'll make an update soon. If my mom asks, I cut myself on a sharp wall edge.