The Best Regret [BxBxB+]

SIX | HIGH THOUGHTS

I was in my closet, digging through the suitcase I brought here. It was currently 1 AM, and I had to get high. I haven't done it at all since I arrived, and I needed it badly. What I said earlier to the boys was trapped in my mind, and I must try to let it go.

"There we go," I smirked, grabbing my pen and shutting the suitcase. I got out of my closet and walked to the window, opening it. "My baby, how I missed you." I hit it and took it like a champ, considering how long it's been since I've hit it. I coughed a bit but stopped. I took another and another. After seven hits, I was high in the clouds. My eyes were red, and I couldn't stop giggling.

"Elias, you need to do this more, especially in a house full of sexy guys. God... they're so fine. I can't even contain myself. Especially Taylor and Paxton. They could tell me what to do, and I'll do it in a heartbeat, which is weird, considering I like to be in charge." I rambled to myself, lying flat on my bed and staring at nothing.

"Cole and Liam are so pretty, too. Don't get me started on the others" My lips smirked.

"Ahh shit, what am I saying." I put my arm over my eyes. My smirk died, and I remembered why I was here. I shot out of my bed, and my eyes widened. I can't be thinking that. But why don't I care? Oh, right, I'm high out of my mind. 

I was hungry, so I left my room and entered the kitchen. I opened the fridge and saw all kinds of snacks. "Oh my god, I'm in heaven." I moaned. I grabbed multiple things and shut the refrigerator. I saw Liam and Cole staring wide-eyed at me as I turned around.

"AAGH!" I dropped all the food and held my chest. "Gave me a fucking heart attack, heheh." I started laughing and slid on the floor, continuing to laugh.

"Are... you high?" Liam asked, worried. His eyebrows scrunched, and his lips were in a pout.
"How cute," I mumbled. I grabbed the things off the ground and continued to walk past them.

"Elias, you realize if Taylor finds out, you're going to get in big trouble, right?" Cole said, crossing his arms. I turn around, and I frown. "He isn't going to know, right?" I walked towards them and sat the food on the nearest counter.

"Because you both aren't going to say anything." I demanded, eyeing them carefully. "You can't tell me what to do, Elias." Cole spat. I could tell he was upset about earlier. Usually, Cole isn't like this.

That made me frown, and I grabbed both of their hands, dragging them upstairs. They tried to get away, but I wouldn't budge. I have an idea. I can keep them in my room and block the door so they won't say anything.

I can't get my baby taken away. Not so soon.

"Elias, let go of me." I heard Liam beg, but I didn't listen. Once we got into my room, I shut the door and sat in front of it.

"You can stay in my room for now because I don't want you saying anything." I pouted and stared at them. They're beautiful. I eyed them, intensely, and I could tell they were uneasy.

The things I can do to them right now.

I smirked and walked towards them. "Elias?" Liam asked, and I ignored him.

"You both are so pretty..." I mumbled, but they heard me, nevertheless. I see them blush hard, and Cole turns around. "Don't just... say things like that," Cole said, covering his cheeks.

I grabbed his hand and put it towards my mouth, kissing it. "Don't cover up your beautiful face, Cole." He gasped, and I saw Liam's eyes widen. He looked at Cole, who was looking back at him.

That's when I noticed their hickeys and love bites. I drop Cole's hand and frown. I walked back towards the door and sat down.

I didn't know they were claimed. That frustrates me. I wanted them.

"Elias..." They both asked, resulting in me looking at them.

"I want to do so many things to you both, but I can't. The hickeys and love bites ruined it. I can't make a move on anyone who's taken." I mumbled, looking at them harshly.

The two boys looked at each other with blushes and didn't say anything. They gambled whether if they should say anything or not.

"Elias... You're high. You don't know what you're saying." Liam sadly said, and I shook my head.

"No... My thoughts are clearer this way. What I said earlier was a lie... mostly. I want to be here, but there are things in my way. Things you all aren't telling me. It's suffocating." I rambled, telling the two what's been going on in my mind.

"A war... My mind is in a war, and I can't do anything to stop it. So many mysteries." I frowned and covered my face in my hands. After a few minutes, I felt hands touching me, and I flinched. I look up and see them both smiling. sadly.

"We wish we could tell you, but you have to use your head. Find out yourself. Because we can't tell you." Cole said, staring deeply into my soul.

I stared at him, and I couldn't hold the urge in me anymore. I grabbed his neck and kissed his lips. At first, he was shocked, but kissed back. It was a fast, and heated kiss. I hear Liam gasp in the background. I slightly pressed against his neck, resulting in a whimper from Cole.

Choking kink, got it. I pushed Cole down onto the ground, and I licked his lips for entrance. He opened his mouth, and our tongue's danced together. I moaned and stopped kissing him. I look at Liam, who was a blushing mess. His eyes were staring at me, and then at Cole.

"Elias..." I hear Liam whine, and that's when I smirked. I grab him, pulling him closer, and I kiss him. It was slow, and I hold his hand, clasping it on the ground. "Elias... what are you doing? Do you know already?" Cole panted, confusion laced in his voice. I ignored him for a good minute, putting all my attention on Liam. His lips were more submissive than Cole, letting me do all the work.

I stopped kissing him, and I looked at Cole. "I just needed to do that; it was so amazing. Just what I thought, too."

Oh, no.

"Oh, shit. Cole, you're with Chase right?  I mean, the first or second night, I caught you both making out. I didn't mean to do that, then. I'm sorry." I frowned.

Fuck, Elias. You're a homewrecker.

"What is he talking about? Cole! The first night?" Liam scolded, pointing his finger at him. Cole laughed sheepishly, rubbing the back of his head. "Whhattt? I- yeah... he caught us." Cole deadpanned.

I heard them arguing a little, and just looked at them both with a wondering face.

"Don't yell at me. You know what happened last time." Cole said to Liam, which made him stop. Liam blushed and pushed Cole. "Don't be saying stuff like that... IN FRONT OF ELIAS?" Liam scolded again.

What the fuck is going on?

"Wait... are you both in a relationship? What about Chase?" I asked, resulting in Cole smacking his face with his hand.

"Great, Cole, great going." He scolded himself. The two both turned towards me and frowned.

"Don't question us. Just use your brain! Or ask Taylor. Or someone else. Just not us. Will you let us out now? We won't tell. Promise!" Liam begged, which I let them. I honestly was so lost that I needed to be alone.

What the hell is going on in this house?