Make You Mine (Joshua X Reader)

Chapter 1

Bad Grammar. Don't mind please

YN POV

Hello, I'm Chae Yn. I'm 17 years old. I'm a student of a very prestigious school. It's Pledis High School. I got scholarship in the middle school.
I really don't like to go to the school because I got bullied by my classmate as I'm from poor family. But I'm happy as my family cared about me a lot.
I have few friends but they are my senior. I'm in first year and they are in third and last year. They are Namjoon,Suga,Hoseok, and Jin. They all are like my oppa. They were my neighbours when I was in elementary school. In that time we were living in Iksan. They moved in Seoul when they were in middle school.
I recently moved to Seoul as Pledis high school far from Iksan. I settled in a apartment closure to school with the help of Hoseok oppa and the money that my father and mother gave me and my pocket money. Hoseok oppa payed advance for my apartment and I already payed him back.
I got a job in Seoul Art museum. I work in cafeteria of the museum. I worked as a server.
Oh, I think I forgot something. Chairman son study in my class. His name is Hong Jisoo also Joshua as his friends called him. I had a crush on him when I first met him but when he starts bullying me, my feelings for him died. I don't understand why he have to bully me or someone younger than him.
Every one in my class is one year older than me.

Right now I'm going to my school and it's 7:05. Today I have something to do in the library that's why I'm going first as school is going to close soon for our winter break.

I'm already inside my school and right now I'm going to library and it's 7:15. As I approached the library door, someone opened the door and that someone is so called Joshua.
"Shit, My day is going to very bad"

JOSHUA POV

Today I came to school much earlier than everyone. I came at 6:00. I had some work to done before our winter break started. It's completed in 1 hour and thankful of it. I'm sitting in the library and scrolling through my phone seeing my crushes photo. How is she so beautiful. I just want to make Yn mine. To get her attention, I bully her. I felt guilty to make her cry but if I don't bully anything, I can't get her attention. I didn't realize I was sitting for 15 minutes and watching the video that I secretly take when she was playing with some kids and in that some kids, there was my brother too. When I relised it, I take my bag and goes over door and open it. As soon as I opened the door, I saw the most beautiful person in the world. My Yn.
"Oh, hey there, loser. What are you doing here in the morning when everyone wakes up and get ready for coming to school? " I said with sarcasm laced in my voice.

"What do you want Joshua".She was frustrated by me and I knew it was my fault.

" First answer my question, then I'll answer yours. "I smugly smiled at her knowing she will be annoyed but to my surprise, she ignored me and pass by me. I got angry at her held hand tight and makes her look at me. " How dare you ignore me?Who gave you the right to ignore me? You know the consequence. right? I can tear you apart "
"Leave me alone Joshua. You sick me"Her these words make me sad because I know why and also angry because she said I sick her. I can give anything to her. I can give her everything she want. I want to make her mine right now but this is not the right time to do it. I angrily growled at her "Oh,I sick you. But what you did to me is also unbearable. " I said that and look at her eyes. She seems to be genuinely confused and scared. She asked afraid "What did I do".Fuck now I scared her. I again said to her after chuckling "Now you don't know what you did to me huh. " This is the right time to confess to her. I can't let it side. I dragged her to a corner of library blocked her between my arms.

"Hey, What are you doing? Let me go"
"No " I loudly say it. She got scared. Fuck, why am I scaring her today so much.

NO ONE POV

Joshua is standing dangerously close to her. There faces are just 2 inches apart. If Yn tried to move even a little bit, there lips will touch.

"Yn, I want to say something to you for a really long time. So, please listen to me and please don't be scared of me" Yn was shocked to hear Joshua talking to her with genuine yet desperate voice. "Yn, I have liked you for a really long time. I don't know if you remember that time or not. In that time you were in middle school. You were in Iksan. One time you were playing with some kids and one of them was my brother. Do you remember Vernon? He asked her desperately looking at her if she remembers him or not. She hesitantly nodded "Yes".His eyes lit up when he heard her said yes and then he said "Vernon is my younger brother. You remember when he fall on the ground and starts crying and you make him get up from the floor and take him in your lap and cleaned his wound. In that time a boy ran up to you. That boy was me" Her eyes widened after he revealed his identity. "No, it can't be true. You're not that boy. That boy is kind but you always always bully me. "" I know that and I'm so sorry about it. Please, forgive me. I love you so much. I can't stay without you. "
After hearing his words her eyes widened more.
"No, it can't be true. You don't love me. You just bully me"" Yes, yes I bully you but I just want to get your attention to me. I just want you to give attention to me. No one else. I'm very sorry about it. My feelings for you is genuine. I really love you so mu-"
Suddenly the bell rang. It is the time when everyone comes to school. After Yn saw Joshua distracted by the bell, she pushed him and ran away from there.