𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠.
It's been so long since i've wanted to actually write.
I'm afraid that if I write something and it's not good, I'm failing everyone who has ever said that I am good at writing. If I don't have the time, energy, or motivation to write, I'm failing people. My brother, an artist, always tries to draw something, and he does. I could never draw as well as he does, making me think, am I just not creative enough? I try so hard to make good stories that I want to write, people want to read, and that I finish. But I've never accomplished all three. If I finish a story I like and love to write, no one will read it.
I've been trying to keep my head above water for too long and having to worry if people actually like my writing (like my family that doesn't support my work as much as they support my brother) makes me feel like I'm progressively getting worse at writing and i'm tired of trying.
This is goodbye.
Some may see me in comments sections, because i'll never stop having random obsessions. But I won't be writing or posting or anything anymore. I had a nice run, but it's over now.
Thanks to everyone who did support me when I was still trying
