Holy Grail

Chapter I: wake up call.

I woke up to find myself asleep in the classroom. I was figuring out if I should even get up, to make my way to the bathroom to clean myself up. My hair was a total mess. Before I could even raise my hand, the scream yelled my name. "May, I've called your name several times. Are you, okay? Do you Need your meds" I could hear the echoing laughter from my classmates, and I could almost see a growing grin on the teacher's face. I could feel the stares of all my classmates. Although this is nothing new to me. I raised my hand reluctantly, I was about to speak when suddenly I just couldn't speak, the words wouldn't  come out of my mouth. It was as if there was something in my throat preventing me from using my voice. I slowly arose from my seat heading towards the bathroom.
I pulled my hoodie over my head and walked towards the door, walking out the classroom and into the bathroom across the hallway, reaching into my pocket for my pack of cigarettes, opening it and pulling my lighter from my other pocket. Igniting the cigarette, and inhaling it. I felt the relief of exhaling the smoke, feeling a little bit less stressed. I decided to put out the cigarette and throw it away. I closed the cigarette pack and lighter, putting them back in my pocket. Before I could walk out of the bathroom, I saw an average height, black haired girl, wearing an oversized dark blue hoodie. She looked at me with her hazel green eyes, noticed me staring and waved, my face was completely red from top to bottom, she was perfect, I gave her a wave, smiling awkwardly as she walked away. Shit. Never do that again, May. I thought to myself. I peaked out of the bathroom to find out that she was in the same class as me, damn she's hot.  getting a hold of myself I made my way outside the bathroom and back into the classroom. Sitting back down at my desk I pulled out my phone and started looking through some old pictures before the girl I somewhat fell for was in front of my desk trying to strike up a conversation. I tried to speak, but I felt like there was something in my throat preventing me from doing so, when she said she wanted to be friends I nodded my head. Her name was Tari, we've had most of classes together. I just never noticed her until now. Honestly, she's pretty nice And funny. I calmed down, and was able to talk again. Soon enough it was the next period, "wanna go to our next class together?" I nodded "Sure." As we walked to our next class I felt like all eyes were on me. I felt I was being watched from afar, all though it did bother me. I didn't say anything, as I thought it would bring unwanted attention towards me. I peeked behind me and it was Nothing. My imagination was probably messing with me. I was probably just Thinking to much about this, We soon made it to our next class,