Suffering... that's how I feel right now, Its been a year since that most painful decision I made.......And now watching him happy without me is like stabbing my heart a million times.
But if letting him go is the only thing that can save my family from misery then I'll do it. Not because I don't love him but because I don't want him to left his family and all that should be his just because of me and this love we both feel, it will only destroy him.....And now after so many years all I want to do is tell him the reason why I dont fight our relationship and left him, I don't care if he don't love me anymore the more important is I'll tell him the truth..... for me to move on...............
I guess?
-----Her side
I hate her! I even want her to burn in hell(but I can't), I fought for our love but she didn't ....she just left me without saying any words.....but fuck!.....after all what she did to me......
I'm still in love with her.
-----His side
a/n: alert typo error and grammar error haha..well
But still thank you for reading, and vote if you like :)
