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Chapter 5

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~ Y/n

Hoseok chuckles at my response. I turn to face the rest of the members ignoring a strange feeling filling my heart.

Y/n: Before I do this can I please have some time to think about this?

Jin: Of course, you can.
I smile at him thanking him.

Taehyung: Just don't take too long OK?
He smiles warmly at me.

Y/n: I will try not to. Give me a few days to think about it.

Hoseok: OK whatever. Who's going to break the news to her?
He smirks at the boys, nodding at me.

Y/n: What are talking about?
I say irritated at his presence.

Hoseok: The due date of course. When I have to mark you.
I can hear the boys gulp as they hear the sentence.

Yoongi: I don't think she will want to know. It will just put more pressure on her.

Hoseok: It's her choice if she wants to know or not. She will have to know eventually don't you think?

Y/n: Can someone please clue me in on what you guys are talking about?

Jungkook: Hoseok has to mark you before the end of this month. Well, actually until the full moon next month but sooner would be appreciated.

I have to make up my mind within 2 weeks. I don't know how to feel about that alerting news. I look at the boys trying not to explode out of anger. How could they not tell me about this? 

Hosoek: No pressure right?

He looks at me amused at the distressed expression on my face. The more this guy opens his mouth the more I want to punch him. I glare at him. There's something about him that makes me want to strangle him. He's insufferable. But there's also something about him that makes me want him. It's almost like I want to feel his skin against me. His body pressed on top of me. Him having me trapped under his god-like body and... geez, Y/n snap out of it. I return to reality shaking my head remembering who I'm thinking about. I stand up wanting to get away from him before I have any more criminal thoughts about him.

Hoseok: Something wrong Y/n? You seem a bit out of place.
Somehow I have the feeling that he knows what's going on in my head.

I glare at him. Rolling my eyes at him.

Y/n: I'm fine.

I brush him off.

Hoseok smirks at me.

Y/n: Guys if you don't mind but, I don't want to seem rude but can I go home and think about this? 
I have to get out of here. I stand up wanting to get away from him before I have any more criminal thoughts about him.

Jimin: That's fine. You need rest and I just wanted to remind you that we won't hurt you at all. Ok?

He smiles sweetly at me. 

I'm shocked and relieved at the understanding of this man.

Y/n: Thank you for telling me and for your understanding.
I smile, still wary of them.

Jimin: It's my absolute pleasure.
He bows at me. He then took my hand and kissed it, my cheeks heating. I look up and see Hoseok giving Jimin a death stare. Why does this man baffle me so much? One minute he hates me and then the next he's glaring at one of his friends because he did something completely harmless. Namjoon sensing the tension building between Hoseok and Jimin, clears his throat and speaks.

Namjoon: Would you like me to take you home?

Y/n: Yes, please.
But the feeling in my heart tells me otherwise. A small part of me does not want to leave. I feel comfort in these boys strangely enough despite the wariness I feel.

I flick my hair off my shoulder from the heat that has suddenly taken over me - revealing my shoulders. I look to my right and see Hoseok staring at me. His eyes darkened, jaw clenched. He seems quite stressed about something almost uncomfortable in his skin. Beads of sweat rolled off his forehead. I figure it's about the mating thing so I ignore it and walk out of this gorgeous house.

Y/n: Come Namjoon. Let us go. I'm tired of all this information I have just received.
I wave my hand telling him to move his ass. I start to move toward the front door. 

Jungkook: Oh and Y/n?
I pause as I hear my name come out of this gorgeous man. 

Y/n: Yes?

Jungkook: Do you mind if you meet us here tomorrow?

Namjoon: I'm coming.
He says running towards me. Giving the boys his last goodbyes for the night.

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We walk into the woods in silence. Namjoon has been quiet the entire way back home. He hasn't said a word. I can tell that he's trying to avoid the conversation that we will have to have sooner or later. After a while of walking through the woods in the darkness apart from the brightness of the moon that shines through the trees and our phones. I finally summoned up the courage to dare ask him about the secret that he had been keeping from me for so long.

Y/n: Namjoon?
I say looking at the floor with my phone torch on. I will not be falling into any ditch ever again. 

Namjoon: Yeah?
He says looking at me with a small smile his dimples showing.

Y/N: Can I ask you a question?
Our eyes meet when I lift my head to meet his sparkling brown eyes. 

Namjoon: Of course, you can Y/n. You can ask me anything. 
I return his smile. 

Y/n: Why didn't you tell me about the whole werewolf thing?
I ask gently trying not to get too emotional. Namjoon pauses, thinking deeply.

Namjoon: I didn't want to scare you Y/n. I thought that you would be disgusted by me and that our relationship would fall apart if I had told you. Y/n, believe me, I wanted to tell you so many times. I just didn't have the courage to.
I can tell that he's not going to forgive himself for a while.

Y/n: Namjoon... how could you think that? I would never be disgusted by you. You mean too much to me. After everything you have done for me. I hope you know that.
I reply gently, embracing him in my arms.

Namjoon: I know that now.
I hear him mutter, smiling.

Y/n: I understand why you hid it from me though. But it's in the past now. We'll about it in the morning ok?

He nods his chin on my head.

Y/n: Now, let us go and get some sleep. I am exhausted.
Lightening up the mood I interlock my arm with his and start marching toward home.

Namjoon: Uh... Y/n? The house is that way.
He points toward the left side.

Y/n: Right. I knew that.
I say trying to convince him that I knew where I was going. He just chuckles and marches alongside me toward the direction of our home.

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Hope you liked the chapter. 

I will be doing Hoseok's POV soon.

Thank you for reading. <3 <3