Love Poem - Tom Kaulitz

A concert

Some people say, that teenage love is the only love that hurts more than anything else. Some might believe it, some might not.
Teenage love is the most beautiful and powerful love I've ever had. Let me tell you my story.

"Ugh.." I sighed. Sitting at home all alone is just so boring. My parents were out for the night, leaving me alone as usual. I feel like they don't even know I still exist. Like I've already left the house since I'm fresh 18. I didn't. I'm not ready yet to live in my own house alone. I wouldn't even survive one day without burning the whole house down while cooking.
I stood up from the couch, to get myself walking into the kitchen. My stomach was growling. I grunted as I hit my pinkie toe against the table.
"Fucking shit!" I cursed. That's reason number two why I wouldn't survive a day alone. I'm so fucking clumsy. There would be a brick falling down a roof and i wouldn't even notice.

I grabbed my foot and pressed onto my pinkie toe, to increase the pain a bit. I was hissing and holding back more curse words. I was grunting in pain. I hate that pain!
The pain slowly got away and I stumbled back onto my feet, walking to the kitchen.
I grabbed the fridge door handle and opened it. A cheese smell came across my nose, what made me gag. I hate the smell of cheese or sausages in the fridge. I hold back my breath as I grabbed a carrot. I closed the fridge ASAP and breathed out heavily. Finally breathing normally again.
I stuck the carrot into my mouth and started to chew it.
Walking up to my room, I got myself dressed up to go for a cozy walk. A jacket, wide jeans, an oversized shirt and sunglasses. I grabbed my big black headphones from my table and putted them on my head.
I grabbed my phone and my backpack as I left the house.
My phone was vibrating in my pocket. My friend has written me a message.
"Hey Jane! There's a concert tonight. A bird told me you are home alone anyways. Would you like to join us?!"
I chuckled a bit as I saw her message and texted her back.
"Sure why not. How much does it cost? When should I be there?"
I put my phone back into my pocket and walked down the road. These beautiful lights were shinning through my sunglasses. I must say, I love the city at night. But despise all that, here are many creeps, drunk people and perverts. That's the only thing I'm afraid of.
My phone was vibrating once again and I pulled it out of my pocket.
"Don't worry about the price, it goes on me. Be at the street *** in 10 minutes! I'm waiting for you! <3"
I smiled at the message. I loved my best friend very much and loved how she was taking care of me. I put my phone back into the pocket and started walking to the street she told me.

As I arrived there, I saw many people standing in a line, screaming names. "Tom!! Tommm!! Oh bill we love you!! Georg you are so precious!! Gustav we love you!" It made me feel a bit uncomfortable, but knowing that my friend Lissy was here, made me not think about it that much.
My phone was ringing again. It was Lissy, she was calling me.
"Where are you? I can't see you silly!"
She said through the phone.
"Wait, I'm waving right now, can you spot me?"
I said.
"Yes, there you are, I'm coming!!"
She hung up and I saw her running towards me.
I blinked once and she was in my arms. Her hugs made me feel warm and loved.
"I'm glad you came, come on, let's go!"
She pulled me on my wrist to the big hall.
"2 tickets please."
She told the cashier.
"That would be 100$"
I looked at her as she grabbed her purse and pulled out 100$ dollar.
"There you go."
The cashier gave us our tickets and we went straight in. She didn't hesitate and went directly to the front of the stage.
"Isn't this exciting?!"
She said.
I smiled at her.
"It surely is!! I'm glad you asked me, otherwise I would've sat at home and eat myself to death!"
I laughed and she laughed with me.

The show started. 4 men started to walk onto the stage. A big man with black hair and a grunge outfit. Then there was a guy with short brown hair and a cozy outfit. And then also another guy with long brown hair and also a cozy outfit.
But my eyes were set on the fourth guy. He walked in with an E-guitar. His blonde-brown dreadlocks were shining in the stage lights. His eyes were brown. I could barely see it through my glasses, so I took them off.
Over the whole concert, my eyes were just set on him. He also sometimes looked at me.
I just saw how happy Lissy was and it made me even more happy. I tried not to focus myself on the guy, but I couldn't resist it.

After the concert, my eyes hurt a bit from the colorful lights and my ears were ringing from the screams of the crowd.
"Jane wasn't that the greatest thing you've ever done?!"
She shreeked at me.
I just nodded at her, thinking about that guy I've just seen. She couldn't care less und pulled me over to the Tram.
She clicked the door-open button and pulled me in. I almost fell over a guy. He kept staring at me, which made me feel uncomfortable. I tried to not look at him, but he burnt a hole into my head with his eyes.
We finally arrived at our destination and we got out.
Lissy was just so happy, and so was I. We had a fun night. It was better than sitting at home doing nothing but slowly dying.
She gave me a big goodbye-hug and walked away to her home.
I was now standing there, in the dark under a dark sky, clear and filled with bright stars. I was now alone again. I was wondering if my parents were at home now, but I didn't Care enough.
I pulled out my phone to check the time.
It was now 3:56 A.M. in the night. I was getting a bit tired, so I walked to my house.
I put on my headphones and listened to deftones, trying to distract myself.

I arrived at home and unlocked the front door. There was no car in the parking lot, so mom and dad weren't at home yet. Thank god, they would've killed me.
I entered the house and threw the keys onto the counter next to me. Stepping out of my shoes and going upstairs to my room.
I didn't even change my clothes as I stumbled onto my bed and fell asleep immediately.
The night was quiet and still.
I was still thinking about that guy, even in my sleep.

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