TW: SVICIDE MENTIONS, REFERENCING AN ATTEMPT, SH
I'm sorry.
I relapsed again.
The feeling of blood trickling down my body was pleasing. My left arm was covered in my blood. I had to get it cleaned up.
I stood up, staring at myself in the mirror. I was disgusting.
I looked so ugly. It was almost halfway through the year, and I was so tired.
I was so gorgeous 5 years ago.
Where did everything go?
Where'd all the time go? I regret ever learning that "hurting yourself would ease the pain."
I wish I was gone.
I'm going to attempt soon.
I need to retry. I feel sick. My ropes are in my closet on the bottom shelf. I had completely forgotten about them until now.
I'm tired.
"Everything"
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