oh, stiles. // stydia fanfic //

chapter 1 - The Nickname.

-LYDIA'S POV-

Sitting at this bench under this hot sun while waiting for Stiles's training to end has become a Friday routine for me. He had always love playing lacrosse since he was young which i find it cute.

Stiles and I have been bestfriends since i start schooling here, in Beacon Hills. It started with me struggling with maths in my math class and this smarty pants wanted to help me with it and obviously I said yes because he was the first person who approach me on my first day of school and clearly I needed a friend.

We both were so close after a year that even the whole school would think us as "a couple" but stiles and I kept telling them that we're only bestfriends and we're like a siblings now.

I remember when I used to go to his place every Saturday just to hang out and watch Star Wars movies with him just to keep him company.

"Hey strawberry head, what are you thinking about?" a voice interrupted my thoughts and obviously I knew who it was, Stiles. He is the only one who would always call me that and to be honest i liked it.

"nothing relates to you that's all." I stuck out my tongue like a little kid. Stiles chuckled,

"are you done with lacrosse?" I changed the subject. He sits beside me and gave me a peck on my cheeks, "yup let's go home."

We both stood up and waved at Scott before laeaving.

"Scott's not coming?" I asked

"Nope, he kinda need to do something." I just nod didn't want to continue the conversation.

We finally both got in his blue jeep and went off. After mins of silence, I finally start a convo, "Hey do you ever thought of getting a new.... car? maybe?" I asked jokingly knowing he would never change a new one because his jeep is like his baby.

"Are you insane lydia?! No way!" Stiles said firmly and I laughed. "geez I was just kidding stiles."

Talking to stiles about his jeep is one of the heated topic we(friends,family) should all take note of. Oh, stiles.

After about 20 mins, we both finally got to our destination. Here's the fun part, having a neighbour that is actually your bestfriend.......... is incredibly fun.

"thankyou for the ride ass, I'll see you tomorrow?"

"sure strawberry head, see you . I kinda have to tell you something too tomorrow, remind me!" he gave me that flirtish wink and went inside.

Dinner

Did i hear the door bell rang? I think i did.

"Lydia, could you help me with the door?"

"sure, hey mom by the way why are there extra plates on the table for dinner?" i asked curiously while opening the door.

"hi th- Mr and Mrs Stilinski? Oh hey dumbass" referring to the kid behind.

"hello to you too cupcake." stiles smirk.

" Its because your favourite neighbour is having dinner with us tonight!" mom cheered behind me

"come on in, come in!" mom welcome them in.

why didnt my parents told me about stiles and his family is coming over for dinner? damn it i look like a mess right now with my messy bun and my big shirt and sleeping shorts.

Mine and stiles's parents has been close friends since i start hanging out with him when i had the "tutor" sessions with him at his place. It was kinda funny how his parents told me that im the first girl stiles ever bring home. which is cute.

After about 10 mins, my mom start bringing out the dishes to the table.

"Mom wheres Liam?" i asked

"oh i totally forgot, his out with his date honey. Care to help me bring the jar of water in the kitchen?"

"sure mom."

Liam? out on a date? Well thats funny because he is not those type of guys who would do "romantic" stuff. I know my brother, he is more to the "one night stand" kind of guy and thats it.

huh, thats funny.

I took my phone out and send a text to Liam,

where are you? -sis

I slide my phone in my pocket back and walk in the dining room while bringing the jar of water that mom requested.

I look around the table and the only seat thats left is the one next to stiles and obviously i had to sit there. Next to my favourite joker.

"so stiles, how many subjects do you have with lydia this year?" dad asked

"I have all subjects with her Mr Martin." he replied and took his first bite from mom's cooking.

"are you seeing anyone stiles? I mean you're such a nice boy how can you not be seeing anyone right now" my dad chuckled

Mr and Mrs Stilinski start laughing lightly....... well thats weird, i didnt recall my dad asking a funny question tho

"Oh he is." his mom smiled towards his direction.

"he is?" i repeated her answer.

"wait how can you not tell me about this?" i turn around to meet his eyes trying to make this conversation serious.

"i was about to.... well i was about to tell u tomorrow actually." he said.

Am i not that important? His been seeing someone behind my back without even telling me? I mean its not his fault for not telling me but i felt hurt like really hurt.

physically and emotionally.

we would always tell each other stuffs. no secrets, no lying just honest.

I felt like I'm gonna burst out of tears any second now and I know I needed to be alone for awhile.

"Im done with dinner." i wipe my mouth with the napkin that was placed beside my plate and stood up.

"nice to have dinner with you again Mr and Mrs Stilinski," i smiled at them trying not to be rude.

Mom and dad was surprised but nothing came out from their mouth.

I began walking up the stairs and shut myself in my room alone, in the dark.

Both of us promised to have no secrets and to tell whatever happens as soon as possible anything happen.

He met a girl and he didn't bother tell me after words? wth is wrong with him!

For my situation? I couldn't tell him because I couldn't risk of losing my bestfriend and that's the truth.

I wished i could explain and be open up to stiles about why im upset but i just don't have the guts to confess to him. Since third grade,third freaking grade ive been having this massive feelings for this boy next door. The boy who've helped me with my math. The boy that i've been partnering for chemistry every freaking year, The boy who's in love with Star Wars which i dont but i still watch the movies with him just to make him feel happy. The boy that gave me the cute nickname, strawberry head.

That's the problem here ladies and gentleman. I Lydia Martin is secretly having a crush on my bestfriend, Stiles Stilinski.