I'm feeling anxious. Where is he? What time is it? He hasn't arrived yet. Why?
I can't see him. How many days have passed and he still doesn't show up?.
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I just passed the exam. Every time, every minute, every second, it started to seem more reactionary to me. This scares me so much. I can't see him and it's making me more and more devastated. Normally, this should have been good for me, but it didn't seem to work that way...
I'm going back home. My eyes are rolling up. My eyes are still searching for him. Wait a minute... I see now.
I can see him. I think I'm really starting to lose my mind because of him... Why couldn't I have been born normal in the first place?..
It's dark and quiet outside.. And the tension inside me is still determined not to leave me. He is so angry. And this is making me nervous. He is mad at me. He is always watching me. I think I can't handle this. I want to sleep. Sleep, so I can leave the reality for a while...
