Just Cause

6 months with Corey

6 months together and I still fall for you everyday. You have been here for me. You have thought me how to love. You are my Prince. Corey I hope one day for you to walk Down the aisle with me ,and take me home where we would later have kids. I want you to know that I never meant to cheat on you. I never meant to tell you my pass. I never meant to cry in front of you. I never been so alive . Corey I'm not giving up on you no matter what you do. I don't give a shit if you ever have sex with another girl cause I'm still going to love you no matter how shitty life been for us I'll always love you. I'm just gonna ask one thing ....Promise To Never Walk Away From Me Even If Your 1000000000000% pissed never walk away. I love you and happy 6th anniversary together. Ummm...I really don't know how to really tell you much you mean to me. Corey you have been my world ever since the first day I met you, that was the day you told me you loved me, the day I went home singing to myself of how perfect you were for me. We were happy by the first 3 months ,then things went down hill for us... Started fighting a lot more then usual ...,But no matter what happened after the end we still love each other to death...4 months went by I would lie to you and tell you I love you back cause I was scared to truly fall in love ...then that one at the park when you were texting damion, you said I love you baby and that was the day I really actually meant my love for you... I would do anything for you and you know that and I know you would do the same and your just my one and only... Can I tell you something? I love you way too much to ever let you go... Corey your just so amazing you make me feel like I'm truly loved and respected...I'm really trying to eat normal and stop my cutting feelings and habits for you... I know I'm not perfect... I know I have hate myself cause I'm broken and lossed in my own small world I been hiding in awhile and let me tell you its scary and very dark... I see ghost, I talk to myself cause I'm scared to talk to others about my feelings. I want you to see the real bella, the happy bella, and if you really wanna see me happy and cheerful just keep on loving me everyday, and corey something I need too tell you. I think you love me but I also think you have cheated on me. I love you and I know you love me too and I know you don't mean to leave marks on me when your mad.I promise to god no matter what you say or do would make me not love you.,you have been my love and helped me thru everything and I even gave you my virginy cause I trust you with every cell in my body.
I just pissed at William and he slammed me on the ground and a started chocking him and hope pulled me off and I went to the lake to chill and started punching a tree 13 times my hand is fucking numb Lol.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ...I LOVE YOU BABY.