The Way Of The World

the beginning

Cami pov age:12
"Mhhm" I said shaking my head just waking up "what do u want it's 12pm" my brother woke me saying ma said get You're ass up and clean my goodamn house before i woop you're ass I zoned out knowing it'll be another sleepless night. "WAKE THE FUCK UP WHY MY HOUSE DIRTY YA'LL SOME DIRTY ASS LITTLE PEOPLE" huhhh i sighed it's six of us but only 4 of us are old enough to clean so we all got up to clean the tiny one bed room apartment "we started on the mice infested kitchen scrubbing the lining of the floor boards

up to the base of the wall while having to hear her yelling about how her life sucks and how were the dirtiest little people on earth that's when I heard my little brother and sister dad start putting his two cents in and i wanted to hop out the window so bad right that second "you already know they don't clean shit they don't deserve shit either " he said as he pulled her onto his lap I physically cringed and walked into the bathroom i locked the door and ran the

tub water so you couldn't hear outside I pulled out my pocket knife and took off my shirt I started at the top of my arm and dragged down I did it repeatedly until I saw blood I slid down the door and let out a Shakey breath I got up and went to the lennin closet where keep medication in and took one of my mom's prescriptions that had a drowsy side affect and popped two in my mouth with some water I turned the water off and went to finish cleaning we didn't finish until daylight because we were all tired and we had school but they were sleeping so we decided to just skip it like always. " I woke up around 2 in the afternoon my little brother was over my mom's friend house who also lived across the hall of the small apartment building. I spent the day on my

phone doing tiktoks and reading Wattpads for the most part.a few weeks later I found this app called zepetoe and you could dress up characters and stuff I was fixing my characters hair until I got a message on the app which I didn't know you could get it was a guy and he was asking me for pics of course I never sent I just wanted to see how far I'd go until my mom took my phone cause my sister said i looked suspicious turning off my phone so she looked through my phone and found half the messages and i told her about it and her husband decided to say this is why she shouldnt have a phone while cheating on her i had to ligit calm down before i caussed him the fuck out.