We all have them. Whether we want them or not. Whether we get them when we are younger and lose them when we are older or even if they stay when we are older. They can change our lives. If we let them be for better or for worse is our decision. Don't be insecure don't be unhappy about yourself I was always told, you're such a beautiful little girl with a lot of love to hold. I always shook my head in disbelief only because deep down inside I was insecure and no one could change that but me, myself, and I. I had to learn to see myself in another way to change. I didn't believe I could have family, friends, or even a partner to hold onto and to love and for them to love me back because eventually they would leave me either because of death or because of me because I did something wrong. It's not like my parents taught me wrong or I was with the wrong people. It was just how my brain thought "why do you deserve these people? You have done nothing to deserve love or anyone. You are just using them." I always told myself things like, but they say I am pretty and amazing. My brain would just tell me "Their lying so that you can feel better and be done with you. Can't you see. Oh you can't cause you are that stupid" so I listened like anyone else would and did what I thought was right I pushed people away from me for 2 reasons one was being I didn't want to hurt anyone like I have before and two was because I didn't want to open myself up again and just be stabbed in the back I was an easy target I don't know why I was but I was so I was trying to make myself not an easy target.
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Insecurities
Poetry🚨WARNING ⚠️ sensitive topic could be overwhelming for some people. This is a poem/story that I made in 7th grade and I made it better now that I have learned more things about my life and how I feel. It is a bit of a story about my life and what I...
