𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟔 , 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏
It has been seven days since Lucas has left Korea for a hiatus and I have not left my room at all and I also have not talk to anybody either. Which I feel bad for all my members because they want to make me happy and cheer up but I just push them away , it's all my fault, no it's not my fault it's the stupid person how made those false accusations, I hope that person gets punished for what they did to Lucas , I'm just upset right now , I feel hurt in my heart basically everything hurt then I get interrupted by knocking on my door which is probably taeyong checking in on me
𝗧𝗮𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗴:Chin-sun are you ok
I just stayed in silence, I didn't say anything at all which made taeyong sigh
𝗧𝗮𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗴:Chin-sun please talk to us I know your upset we're are to but I just need to make sure your ok
I still didn't say nothing then I heard taeyong footsteps walked away from my door and left me alone then I turned to my side and hugged my pillow tight with tears coming down my face then I heard my phone vibrate then i sat up and grabbed my phone and I see it's Lucas FaceTiming me
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Princess why are you not talking to your family or your members
I still didn't answer , I was just trying not to make a sound while crying over and over
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Babe how long have you been crying for
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:S-Since you left
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Oh baby wae
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:I-I i
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Babe open your blinds, let some light in
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:But I look really bad right now
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Babe you always look good
Then I got up off my bed and I moved my curtain then i opened my blinds and I closed my eyes because the light is really bright, I don't remember the last time I had light in my bedroom
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:There you are my pretty princess
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:I'm not
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:Stop talking bad about your self babe , now I want you to take a shower and make yourself feel good ok
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:But
𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨:No but's babe , I will call you in a hour ok
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣: Ok
I said in a sad tone then Lucas told me that he love me and I said it back then he ended the call and I wanted to go lay back in my bed but I decided that I should listen to Lucas then I grabbed all my stuff and I took a nice long shower then I put on something nice nothing to much though then I started to do my hair which took a while because I haven't brushed my hair in seven day then I curled my hair after I was done I grabbed my phone and I left my room for the first time and seven days then I went to the dining room and I sat down at were my plate was and I started to eat my food which was really good
𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙠:hey chin-sun how are you
𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣-𝙨𝙪𝙣:I don't know
𝗧𝗮𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗴:Do you want more food
He said to me then I looked down and I see there was no more food on my plate then i nodded at taeyong question then he got up grabbed my plate and went to the kitchen to grab me more food when he gave me my plate i thanked him quietly and i started to eat my second serving
