The Things I Didn't Say To You

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. intro

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄

A collection of the things I didn't say to her. 

I didn't say them when I wanted to so I wrote them down and maybe, someday, I'll send her the link to this story

𝐃𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

for my favourite teacher <3 love you

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭. saturn
•cause the universe was made, just to be seen by your eyes•

𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐬. just the way you are
•cause your eyes make the stars look like they're not shining•

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞. till forever falls apart
•cause I love you forever, till forever falls apart•

𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐧. perfect
•cause you look perfect•

𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝. all of me
•cause all of me, loves all of you•

𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐥. black friday
•cause you look so pretty, pretty like the sun•

𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐬. grenade
•cause I would die for you, but you won't do the same•

𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞. you were there for me
•cause you were there for me when I lost faith•

𝐤𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐞. somewhere only we know
•cause if you have a minute why don't we go, talk about it somewhere only we know•

𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 

teacher attachment refers to a 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭-𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩, in which students perceive their teacher as an attachment figure. 

attachment figures are adults with whom a child or adolescent 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 with, who 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 and 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦.

important is, that teacher attachment 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 as a crush and it (often) 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 you're in love with them. 

(but you can also have attachment and a little crush on them, like me)

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐒

some things I wrote in here I 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭 (from one day to seven months xD) if this happened, the entry is cursiv and under it there stands a date in ᵗʰⁱˢ ᶠʳᵒⁿᵗ.

if I wrote her 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐥 or a 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 there is a time on the day. Its underlined if its from her and normal if it's from me.