Dying but I'm still alive? WHAT - 1

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I wanted to die peacefully but no I can never get what I want can I? Nope, yay! If you can't tell I'm being sarcastic, Its my main personality trait except surviving the imposable and trying to like not nearly die all the time because if I have to go on one more quest in Elysium I will scream and finish what Luke started I swear to the gods. 

Ok this might sound confusing but I'm a child solider I want a break  is that it much to ask. 

Is that to much to bloody ask.

Gaia's dead, I know that I killed Gaia, but I can feel the vines in my body (yes in my body), squeezing my lounges till I can't breath. Stabbing my heart with thistles till it stops.  Crushing my bones with wood till the snap. I hear screams around me, I smell blood around me, I can faintly see bodies of my friends. Lifeless, dead. I couldn't save them. I did everything I could yet it wasn't enough. I try to turn my head to look at Annabeth, she needs to be alive. She's the only reason I did anything I do, I can't find her what no. What about Grover he has to be alive he's my best friend. He's the lord of the wild he has to survive. Please. "Pacy! NO PACY!" That's Grover's voice, he's alive, thank the gods he's alive. "PACY, keep your eyes open, please." He's begging? what I'm alive right? I-I can't feel anything, why can't I feel anything. Why is it black?

Why the Tartarus is it black.

Black.

Black.

Black.

Crying.

Black.

Crying. 

Why is there crying, there shouldn't there should be celebration at Gaia's death. My body feels small, so very small. I see a woman with long black hair she looked like my amazing mother, did I say how much I love my mum. She's amazing she put up with years of physical and mental abuse for me and I know I wasn't an easy kid. Kicked out of eleven schools for stuff that I didn't do. Like maybe I dropped my class into a shark tank or fired a cannon at my school us and then Mrs Dodds then well you get the point. 

I try to look around but my neck was in place, more crying wait I'm the one crying. But I died? WHAT. My body's small, I'm crying, there's a woman that looks like my mum. Re- reincarnation? Reincarnation! I want to see my friends but noo I just have to be be reincarnated  because the fates hate me soo much that they reincarnate me! Without my permission as well. This grate, just so grate. 

Kill me now, wait no don't do that I want my life. 

"Aww she's so cute, what should we call her Gabe." Gabe, did that lady just say GABE nah my 'dad' will NOT be called Gabe. That's disgusting, completely and most defiantly unrelated who names their child Gabe unless you hate them. "I don't care woman, just name it." IT did this disgusting man just call me an it. IT! Nah I won't stand for that. "What about Persia, Persia Jackson?" Okay at least the fates care enough to let me have my name, that's good. "Like I said I don't care!" Okay chill you idiot -shut the hell up- I couldn't care that you couldn't care that you exist. My gods I hate that guy already like he sounds like smelly Gabe. What if he's like smelly Gabe. No, no, no, no, NO. I feel myself start to cry, my new mother pulls me close to her chest. It's walm I like it. 

I can only hope life is better this time round.  

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