I love you, but i am so drained. Drained from all the nights I've spent crying over you because you're once again complaining about your feelings being "wrong". About how much you hate your heart.
And i know it's not your fault. You can't help it if your completely oblivious to my feelings for you.
So I'll let you go back to the guy causing your pain so you can come cry to me about it. And I'll let this happen over and over again, and push my feelings and self worth aside, because I'm your friend. And a friend is what you need. But at the end of the day, it's all just a vicious, cruel, savage cycle. You go back to him, he messes up, you come crying to me, he talks to you again, he apologizes, and I'm left in the dark again.
