Hey my name is Nia and I am 18 years old I am an undergrad rapper I've been depressed a lot lately I've been struggling to find myself I've stop making music for a while I've been struggling with bipolar orders I have anxiety attacks the doctor give me medicine for them and the other problems I have but I never took them I've always felt that I am alone and numb to the point where I don't feel like I belong in this world anymore like I just want to die or some shit but I've always been in and out of jail and my mom is sending me to live with my dad because she can't handle me so I'm gonna be living with my dad now I've been kicked out of so many schools so my mom thought it was a good idea to send me to live with my dad not that I care I have anger issues and trust issues and I stay getting into fights and I fight girls and guys if I have too and I have my nose pierced my tongue pierced my eyebrows pierced my lip pierced my cheek pierced and my nipples my back dimples pierced and I have my snakes bites and I have a lot of tattoos like I really don't fuck with a lot of people I just stay to myself cause that's how I am and I play basketball but I don't be going to the games or practice and my mom or dad don't know I am a underground rapper I mean me and my dad get along and his homeboys know I rap and shit but I never told my dad or mom and I have dreads in my head but not for long though
X pov hey my name is Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy but I go by X I am 18 years old go to school anymore I and I have a girlfriend who I love the most like she has been there for me since the beginning and I can't thank her enough for that she's the reason that I'm still alive she helps me through things that I couldn't help myself and I know she's going through the same things but her is worse than mine I've seen it every time I see her she had cuts on her and she has the word alone carved into her leg and she has 7 lines cut into her leg and she met Ski and they get along okay but Ski always saying that she is a girl version of me but worse whatever that means and I have a group called Members Only and my girlfriend has been helping me write my music and she be helping Ski as well but she haven't met the rest of Members Only yet and she don't make music like she used to do and I wonder why but I met her when I had a show at an underground show and she had got done performing and she was backstage and I went up to her and we started talking and shit and it was time for me to go on and she had told me that she would still be right there when I was done performing so I got done performing and I went backstage she was still there and we kept talking and talking and she had to go so we gave each other our number and stuff and since then we been talking and getting to know each other but once she find out that I had chargers and shit she didn't care like she stood by me when everyone thought I put my hands on my ex girlfriend but all them times I was in jail she came to see me like whenever she got a chance she would literally come and see me and she knew that she has changers as well but she didn't care about that and if y'all want to know who my girlfriend is wait until the story starts but I think that she is the one I want to be with for a long time and my mama like her and so does Aiden
Nia pov as I got up I went to take a shower and got dress (picture on top) then I had brush my teeth and rinse my mouth out then I had did my hair and makeup then I had took a picture and posted it on Instagram
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