This is the one thing I never wanted. Anything else in the world would have suficed but this. I hate this. You were my world you were my everything you were mine and I loved you I loved you more than I can describe and it was an impossable love. Now it really is. You have crushed me, you have ruined me. I cant believe this. My life was centered around you, my now and future. Everything I had was you everything I was was for you everything I would amount to be was for you and now its nothing. There is no point. What is my point in the world now. What is my point of going on if I'm never gonna be able to stop. What does the world have to offer me except for you.
WHAT IS THE POINT OF LOVING SOMEONE WHO CANT LOVE YOU BACK NO MATTER HOW RIGHT IT IS THERE IS JJUST SOMETHING WRONG ABOUT IT AND THERE CANT BE ANYTHING DONE TO CHANGE IT! WHAT IF WE ARE MEANT TO BE BUT YOU CHOOSE DIFERENT WHAT DOES THAT MEAN FOR ME. YOU DONT KNOW HOW YOU HAVE FUCKED IT ALL UP NOW. I HAVE NO PURPOSE SO I WILL END IT. RIGHT HERE AND NOW. I PROMISE YOU I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I WILL LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU .... I LOVE HIM AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND HIM BUT IT CANT EVER BE.
I cant explain myself right now. I thought we were forever. I thought we would live our lives together happy and perfect. I thought and I dreamed and I knew I knew this was right. I wasnt crazy.I found you but you just dont see it, why I'll never know, because now I've lost you. Lossing you, I've lost me. I dont know who I am anymore because everything I was was for you. But I'll have to forget it all. every though every feeling every thought because its all to painful. I found my soul mate, the love of my life I found me but you wouldnt except it, so I'm lost and I will forever be lost.
I wish love upon you, love and happiness. I pray you realize one day, that is all I can do now, is pray you see and some how fate turns right.
-With all the love my enitre being could ever have for a person
