Till death do us part

May

I woke up to the alarm blaring in my ears. 5.45pm. Time to get up for work. I groggily got out of bed and stepped into the bathroom to have a shower. As far as I could remember it was my favourite thing to do in the world. Feeling the water run through my hair and down my body. The feeling of the soap as I washed my smooth skin. I ran the razor through everywhere ready for my shift tonight. Just as I had finished rinsing my hair I heard my next alarm go off. I steadily turn off the shower and step out into the now steamy bathroom. The heat in the room made me feel like I was in a sauna. So warm and soft. Too bad it had to end so quickly. I stepped into my closet from the bathroom and walked to the full body mirror. I looked down over my body. I had Dark brown hair which reached down to the bottom of my spine. My supple breasts looked perfect, I was a 36 DD which made all the boys stare down at my chest consistently. My thin stomach and curvy waist glistened from the water that was upon it leading to my long legs that went for miles. I was attractive and I knew it, It's what made my job perfect.  

After blowing my hair and pulling on my signature lucky thong topped with a pair of skin tight jeans, I pulled on a crop top which revealed a significant amount of cleavage to the world. My hair was naturally lightly curled which I loved. It sprung round my shoulders bouncing happily as I moved. But that was not what I needed tonight, I tied my hair up into a loose bun and I pulled 2 strands of hair loose to frame my face. I had high cheekbones and emerald green eyes that bore into you upon glancing at them. As my third alarm of the night went off I quickened my pace or I wouldn't be having any food before work. I quickly put on some mascara and donned my signature red lipstick before quickly grabbing my black combat boots and my bag of outfits for tonight before locking the door and running out to the nearest café to my house. They were always open late which is what made them ideal. I ordered my usual burger and fries with a delicious fruit smoothie which was like drinking a slice of heaven. I checked the time, it was 730pm. My food came quickly as usual and I devoured my food before leaving a tip for the staff. 

Walking down the streets of Chicago which I had called home for the last 2 years I felt safe, No one would find me here. The dazzling lights led me down the boulevard exactly where I needed to be. My work looked pretty ordinary from the outside, the neon lights making my skin glow and feel excited. The sign read Dinah's bar, but everyone who had been to this place knew it was more than just a bar. It was home to many people including me. I stepped inside the bright red door to be greeted by my manager Daniel. "Early as always May" he said and gave me one of his debonair smiles. I laughed and smiled back at him as I said "Well of course, if I don't come early I don't get to pick what songs I want for tonight's show." "You always get first choice anyways, you know that" He said with a wink. I laughed again and walked towards the staff entrance. I placed my bag on my desk before rummaging through what I was wearing tonight until I finally landed on the outfit I needed. "Perfect" I said to myself. I walked back out the door to the Dj and gave him the songs I had already picked out for tonight.

As the night grew on more guests started showing up and I went back-stage to put on my outfit of choice. All the other staff were laughing and joking happily as normal. I rarely joined in but tonight I did. "Have you seen them yet?" Rachel asked me. "Seen who?" I replied. "The 4 men who just came in, honestly May they are literally the sexiest men I have ever seen in my life. Like they could take me to a murder house and I would still fall in love with them just through their looks." I laughed so much at what she had just said and a queasy feeling sank into my stomach. "Well it sounds like we have some new patrons to impress, good thing I brought my lucky outfit tonight" I winked at her. "Damn I forgot you were on tonight, now I'm definitely not gonna get any attention from them" She laid on a small pout as she turned back to her dressing table to put her makeup on.

I had finished getting dressed and looked in the mirror. I had silver eyeshadow on which made my eyes stand out against the emerald green. I matched it with some silver lipstick which made me look like an enchantress. I slowly glanced down at my body and looked at my outfit. The black lace just barely covered my voluptuous breasts leading over my stomach towards my silver lace skirt that barely covered my black lace thong. Attached to it were my black suspenders and my rose lace stockings leading to my silver heeled shoes. I was ready for this. "Now everyone welcomes Angel to the stage" The crowd roared as I stepped out onto the stage. The light highlighting my features made me look like a seductress. I slowly started towards the pole that was on the stage in the middle. The song "you don't Own me" By say grace and G-Eazy making the way through the speakers. I started twirling round the pole gracefully. Showing off my hips and curves, bending my body in different shapes as I glided and bent down the pole.

The crowd was cheering and clapping as I finished my performance, Money littered the stage everywhere. The feeling was euphoric every time I performed. But just as the next song came on I started walking towards the crowd for my next dance. I felt eyes piercing me which was a strange feeling. I'm used to this feeling as I dance for men for a living. I ignored the feeling as I went around the room swaying my hips and dancing up and down against the various men in the room. The feeling in the pit of my stomach was getting stronger as I got further to the back of the room. The smell of freshly cut grass and vanilla hit my nose. Shit not now, after all these years I knew my life had caught up to me. Everything I had left behind in Toronto had come back to haunt me.