What is Happiness?

Title: What is Happiness?

Author: xHaruka17x

Disclaimer: I don't own SPN.

Rating: Mature/Explicit

Pairings: past Castiel/Michael Milton, past Jo Harvelle/Dean Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester

Warning: AU, Major character death. Omega Castiel, Alpha Dean, Pediatrician Dean, twink Castiel, feminization, domestic, special child.

Note: Enjoy and please read & give me feedback!

Dean and Castiel Winchester, please!"

The nurse looked at the blond woman and the dark haired man, her eyes full of sympathy. "I'm so sorry..."

"No!" The blond cried and fell into the arms of the man who was just as distraught, tears falling from his eyes.

"How....?" The man asked his voice so small.

"Are you their kids?"

"Yes" The man said as his sister cried against him.

"The Charmer went first, "The nurse started, looking away thinking of memories of her two stupidly in love patients. She never had a couple together so long and still so wrapped into each other. She suddenly realized the two children of her patients were looking at her strangely. "I'm sorry, Dean, we called him the Charmer. That man could talk the pants off a bear. Ha!. That Alpha was so devoted to his Omega, he dotted on Castiel every day. He only had eyes for him, his sweetheart he'd say.

He died in his sleep, he wasn't in pain, he just let go. Your Papa followed him hours later; he was inconsolable and refused to leave your Father's side even when he was gone from his body. That's how we found them, Castiel crying and howling in pain at Dean being gone. The next thing we knew your Papa just stopped moving stopped making sounds and his breathing ceased. He went with your Father. They left together"

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The Beginning

Castiel looked down at the most precious and important thing in the world, his two year old son Johnathan. Castiel caressed his sleeping cheek, loving the feel of his softness.

His pup's father Michael had died in a freak car accident, leaving them behind. But thanks to his brother Gabriel, he could start a new life with his pup, pick up the pieces.

Lawrence Kansas was beautiful and peaceful. The neighborhood they moved to was quiet and hardworking people with families. There was even a park and recreation center not far, a swimming pool, animals and even a golf course, not that Castiel played, but the animals and pool would be something to do with his little one.

Castiel left his sleeping son, closed the bedroom door, and joined his brother in the living room.

"Hey" Gabriel greeted him.

"Hey" Castiel sat on the sofa next to him.

"So a friend of mine's brother in law is a Pediatrician. You said you needed one for Johnathan right?"

"Yes, I'm worried about him... Michael never liked letting me take him...."

"I'll make an appointment for you"

"Thank you Gabriel, for everything"

"Hey what's a big brother for? I" Gabriel gave him a grin.

Almost a year ago now, Castiel had survived the car wreck he and Michael had been in, their pup was being watched by Michael's sister Hannah at the time.