I am a cat and dog. Even i tho got abused and raped i was still loyal to them. i did everything they asked for and didnt question a thing. if they asked me to kms i would. yet i always seemed to want attention but would run once receiving it. Or i would want attention but i never to asked for it. i was scared as a child. I thought i would been seen weak, so at 8, i tried to kms. my parents and [The person who raped me] finally gave me attention, (In a such a sweet way it was sickening) i hated the new spotlight. Even with the emotional and physical scars i have from them, im still loyal. with ex-partners even tho they were sweet to me, i wanted them, but when they said sweet, wholesome, truthful things, i would scoff. They gave me hugs and kisses (I wanted that) i would walk away. when they finally got sick of my bullshit they became verbally abusive, i stayed with them. so, ya. Im a cat and a dog.
