Black Whisper

Xiao

Xiao P.O.V

I sighed and sat down on the couch. I followed Kat with my eyes. He was in nothing but sweatpants when he came out of his room. He moved to sit beside me.

"Where did Zane and Junie go?" He smiled at my question.

"I expect that we won't see them for a while."

"Why's that?" He shook his head and laid it against my shoulder. His hair had gotten longer since our pre debut days. It flowed down to his shoulders and his bangs lightly covered his eyes. I grabbed a piece and twirled it around my finger. He hummed.

"Is it too long? Should I cut it?" I shook my head.

"Don't cut it. It looks good long." He sighed and sat up.

"It's kind of annoying." My Hand slid through his hair gently. His eyes were light as he looked at me.

"I love your hair." He smiled. I cleared my throat and moved my hand away. "Did Junie tell you what I told him?"

"He only told me that he told you about him being in love with the three of us." I nodded.

"Do you think it's wrong?" He shook his head.

"Not at all. It's an unusual situation but it isn't wrong." I moved further away from him and turned to face him.

"How do you feel about it?" He shrugged.

"I feel the same way. I love him. I love you. I love Zane. There's nothing I can do about that. It took me a long time to accept it but I have now. If you and Zane don't love me, there's nothing I can do about it but at least I know Junie does. I hate that he had to feel that pain all that time. We've been messing around for a while. I wish he would have just told me. I could have reassured him a long time ago." I was surprised that he was able to admit it so easily. I wish I had his guts. None of the pain Minjun felt would have happened if I did. I jumped when he touched my knee.

"Something's going on in that beautiful brain of yours. What's up?" I shook my head and smiled.

"Don't try to lie to me." I sighed.

"I wish I had the same guts you did. Minjun would have never gone through all of that pain if I did." He raised a brow.

"Why do you think that?"

"I'm in love with Minjun. It's obvious that he's the center of us. We're all in love with him. We all have this need to love and take care of him. I'm willing to bet that Zane loves him too. That's what's fucked up about this whole situation. We aren't normal people. Our dynamic isn't normal. It never has been. From the very beginning, our dynamic wasn't normal. It's fucked up and the reason is because we all have some kind of feelings for each other. That's the problem. That's always been the problem but that's also the reason our fans love us. Our feelings and dynamics look real because they are real." He raised a brow.

"Are you saying that you and Zane are in love with us too?" I sighed.

"Zane, I'm not completely sure but I know I am. I'm in love with the three of you." Kat sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

"What do we do about this?"

"I do know. It's not like we can make those feelings go away. We're just stuck with them."

"We have to figure something out. It's gotten this far and if it goes further, which I know it will, things are going to change."

"Things have already changed, Kat. Things changed the moment we told each other about our feelings." Kat crawled over to me.