episode cinta babes 🩷

episode satu

i actually got a lot of crap to write so uhmmmmm bear with me ya 😆 so throughout this 'diary' of mine, i try my best to be as honest and real abt this. but no names whatsoever and yaa teehee it will weird u out 😘 (i doubt any1 wld read this)

anyways, to start, im an asian teen 😚 im a girl. i know my gender very well. i know my sexuality and whatever shit i need to know. i am straight. okays so uhm the ppl i mention in my episodes will range from my age or slightly older by like 2 years or shi. anyt above 2 years weirds me out. 😚😚 (coincedently im listening to criminal love by enhypen 💀)

okays so we got thru the short intro so we can begin 😆😆

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Senior who?

My first day of secondary school. Bro i was sweating shit out. I was nervous as fuck that morning when getting ready for school. Despite getting sent to school by my mom, bro i tell you i was acting like a kindergarten child. i did not want to leave my mom's side. but ofc she forced me into the school anyway. however ure thinking of me refusing to go into that school, ure wrong hoe. i was being sarcastic. dont be an ass. so basically i got into the class, i was on time but my classmates were earlier than me. SO obvi i got them staring when i entered the classroom. fortunately one of my primary school friend, F, was also in the same class as me so i was slightly less nervous. we both sat near eachother, she sat behind me with some dood and i sat wif a random dood too. after sometime, our formteachers left the class and we were being managed by our SCs. basically student counsellors who are grouped as ICs (in charge) and OGLs (orientation group leaders). My class were assigned 9 SCs to manage the class. For the sake of this story, i'll name them by their initials, J, M, Ry, W, Rj, S, V, H and B. Right so J, W, Rj, V and H are the girls and the rest are guys. so we get on with our orientation and i talked once in a while with this classmate of mine which i'll just name bestie bc thats what i call him. so fast foward, its been about 3 days of the orientation and this B guy has been stuck in my head for an awfully long time but it doesnt really upset me. he wasnt exactly well liked by his other SCs but to me and my friend, F, we were quite chill with him. To us, he was one of our favourites. Tho hes a little funky in the way he acts but chill with it. maybe im just insane but the feelings are slowly appearing. i suppose theyd go away eventually once i start my studying. (i wont see my SCs as often as i did after orientation week) he has this staring problem or maybe its because he's just trying to make sure im paying attention or shit but bro. lowkey the way bro stares at me...dog got me feeling shit. hes like the funky kind of guy where hes effortlessly funny but when he tries to be funny he isnt 💀 he has a strong smell of baby powder and a 20 year old's man cologne. idk how to describe he smells like a detol body wash. iykyk. he talks to me and F quite often. bc of that he knows our names. i remember being out of line when queuing up and bro called me out 💀 liek rood bro. its not my fault them fuckers walk too fast u ass. he isnt as pleasing to look at but ehhh ive seen worst. (my brothers 🩷)  fyi he is my senior, he 2 years older and my brother's age 😰 yaa so. iykyk pooks 🩷🩷😘😘

[if you are B and you're reading this and have this weird feeling that its you i am talking about then it probably is. but if you have no clue then shut up and leave. 😝]