Strength In Our Scars

20.

"Love is supposed to be lost"
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She ran out of the apartment with her trembling legs. She got a cab and went to the respective hospital. Her eyes were continuously shedding tears. Her mind was numb and only thing she can think of is 'if he's okay?'

She reached the hospital soon and she ran inside after paying for the cab. Her heart was beating so fast that it can come out anytime soon. She went to the reception and asked for his room number. They told her about his room and she again ran towards his room.

She stopped, breathing heavily right in front of his room. Her tears never stopped. She slowly twisted the knob of the door with her shivering hands. She stepped inside as she moved her head up to find him. Her eyes fell on the figure who was standing in front of the big window with a hospital suit on.

She ran towards him when he looked back to see her. She collided her body with him and started to cry on his chest after clenching on his shirt. He was freezed to his place for a minute then he hugged her back and started to caress her back.

"Calm down princess" He said in a soft voice but she was crying continuously

"Shhh~" He continued to caress her back

"Are you.. *hiccups* Are you okay?? " She asked while turning her head up a little

"Hmm" He nodded

She again placed her head on his chest and sobbed again. She was terrified by the news. He was not that injured but lost his conscious last night, he was fine now. But she couldn't bare the news of him getting hurt.

"Stop crying y/n" He changed his voice to cold one

As she heard his cold voice, shivers ran down her spine and she realized what just happened yesterday . She opened her wet eyes and slowly pulled herself back from his body. He became her safe place. In his embrace she found her peace. But he just pushed her back every time.

"Don't ever cry for me " He said with a straight face

She looked upto his face with her glistening eyes and her aching heart

"You get that?? Never ever! " He forced the words

"Okay" She nodded said while controlling her tears and clenching on her shirt

She backed off more and he was just looking at her. She sat on the couch placed a little away. She was still clenching on her dress to control her emotions. Her condition was hurting him too. Things started to happen, that he feared the most.

"How did you got to know? " He asked while coming closer to her

She didn't answered him and sat silently. He was looking at her expecting a word from her but he failed.

"You should go home. weather is bad " He sighed deeply

She didn't replied again and sat like she was frozen to her place.

"Are you even listening to me?? " He growled

"Why should I?? huh?? What am i? A robot? your slave?? What am i?? " She shouted at him as there were only intense emotions left in her at this moment. He was just looking at her in disbelief

"I don't care what you say or do!! I have my own life! my own fucking life!! You ain't no one to boss me around! " She again shouted while standing up at his face

"Then why did you came here? " He asked in a calm voice with a fast beating heart

He made her speechless at this question. She again went silent on his question. He arched his eyebrow and tilted his head to expect an answer. But she couldn't say it. so she decided to back off. She marched out of the room in the next moment.