today is June 23rd and I want to die.
things are not good with me.
I do not trust anyone.
I do not trust my mother.
I do not trust my father.
I do not trust my boyfriend.
I do not trust my friends.I am full of anger and I do not know what I am to do to do.
my boyfriend tells me he loves me but I know that he must be lying.
there are girls much prettier than I am and much nicer too.
he lies to me and I hate myself for believing him for even one second.
maybe he is stupid.
maybe he does love me.
....
impossible.
no one can love me.

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blank screens, dirty sheets and other unfortunate things
PoetryI could never say these things aloud.