Writing Challenge

About a crush

About a crush. But what the fuck is a crush? What is this all about? Am I supposed to fall for someone amically or romantically ?

 Sometime it's all blurred. I can't tell where love is supposed to begin, where friendship is over.

If "crush on someone" or "falling in love" means late calls with no reason at all, watching a bunch a movies with someone, having private jokes no one else will ever understand, if crushing means sharing hobbies and singing along loudly on songs we like (and well, I need to say it, off key)

If liking each other is the fact we're each week sharing timetables to desperately try to catch each other by the phone to keep going on on watching stupids TV show no ones know, playing games no ones plays and just be happy to be with each other, then obviously I got a crush on someone. I am falling for him. But... on her too. 

Maybe I'm just crushing on vibing and liking people. To meet and share. To bring joy in their lives. 

Therefore I can say that, because nobody are not never, ever taking this off me : I got a crush on liking people. And also on being grumpy. But I love my folks, I love my people, I love them, I love them more than I love myself. They are my end, my beginning, my everything. 

I will say too that I'm kindly addicted to bring kindness and happiness to everyone near me, if I'm strong enough to do so. 

Crush is not about a person, it's about a state of mind.