Stay with Me [namkook]

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Jungkook's POV

Another month has gone by and I've been visiting RM and Mochi at least every other week. They're both getting stronger and stronger each time I see them, I'm so happy for them.

I've had a lot on my mind, so much on my mind since I woke up after being injured. And after thinking a lot, I've made of my mind.

I'm going to kill The Red Leader.

How? I don't know yet, but I do know I can't do it alone, I'm gonna need some help.

I know I'm crazy (and probably stupid) for wanting to do this and I shouldn't want to do this, but after hearing about the damage that son of a bitch has done to RM and Mochi, I just can't get the thought out of my head.

I should be scared, like I would've been several months ago, but now that I've done the training, had the opportunity to go out there and use all that I've learned, I'm not as scared as I should be.

Right now, I was taking a shower, thinking about how I was going to get Jhope, Suga, and V on board with my idea. They're going to think I'm fucking stupid, and believe me, I know I am, but I can't let it go, I won't let it go.

I made sure to gently wash my burn scars, since they were still a bit sensitive, then washed the rest of my body before carefully getting out of the shower to dry off my body. Once I was dressed, I carefully made my way to my room and sat on the bed. I saw Jhope brought my lunch, which was just a turkey sandwich with a bowl of soup. I wasn't very hungry, but I had to eat something, so I took a few bites of the sandwich and then ate a few spoonfuls of the soup, just to make it look like I tried to eats

A few minutes later, Jhope comes into the room to check on me. He looked at me and gives me a smile.

"Hey JK, how are you feeling?"

"I'm feeling alright."

"Good, that's good." He said before going over to the window to look out of it. It's been raining a lot lately, which sucks, because I was suppose to see RM and Mochi today, but Jhope said the roads get really slippery when the rains so heavily.

"I'm sorry we couldn't go see them, they're a little upset about it too." Jhope said after a few minutes of silence.

"It's fine, we can't control the weather."

He nodded and walked over to sit in the chair close to the bed. "Yeah, if only that was a possibility." He said.

I nodded and looked out the window, seeing the raindrops rapidly hit the window.

"There's always next week." He said, as if to try and cheer me up.

I nodded. "I know." I said before biting my lip.

Here goes nothing, there's no turning back after this.

"Jhope?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you umm...Do you think you can tell Suga and V to come down here and visit? There's something I want to tell all of you." I finally said.