He's just another bad boy

Chapter 70

|| Y/N's POV ||

"Hey, what are you doing home so early?" I asked him prying Gilinsky's arm off me.

"I just came to visit you, see if you had thought about my question." he said very confused.

"Oh, well I have but I haven't really came up with a thoughtful answer yet." I replied.

"Hey babe who are you-"

"Wait. BABE? that's probably haven't cam up with an answer yet." he said boiling up with anger.

"No- it's not like that." i tried telling him.

"No! Y/N! When are you going to stop crawling back to him?" He barked at me.

"Me? Crawling back to G? No way he's like my brother." I spat back.

"If anything you come crawling back to me." I scoffed.

"Because I love you Y/N." he calmed down.

"Okay." I scoffed once more.

"Im gonna go." Gilinsky said picking up his things.

"Oh and Matt. If you keep talking to Y/N like that, you'll have another thing coming." Gilinsky said with an evil chuckle.

I could never fall in love Gilinsky.
He's just i don't know.

"I thought you were with Sam." Matt chuckled.

"We never did anything, he was just there for me when you weren't." I said standing up and fixing my bed.

"I trust you. I just don't trust him." he said and emphasizing the HIM part.

"Well HE is an amazing person, he comforted me when all I did was push him away." I said finishing up my bed.

"Push him away from what?" He asked confused.

"From my feelings, from my depression." I mumbled the last part.

"But why?" He asked sitting next me.

"Matthew, does it look like I know why?" I asked about to cry.

"Y/N I'm sorry I ever did those idiotic things, I really regret everything. The thing i regret the most is leaving you." he said hugging me with his good arm.

"Why did you leave me with such short notice?" I asked.

"I just thought it would hurt less." he said hugging me tighter.

I took in what was going on.

Here I was sitting with the love of my life, with the close I had on last night, with my hair a mess. Thinking about wether or not it should give him a last chance.

"What are you thinking about?" He questioned.

Was I really think that long?

"I-I" I couldn't think.

"You what?" He asked looking at me.

"I don't know Matt." I said burying my head in my hands.

"Y/N I'm sorry okay?! I really, really am, and I hate being the reason you hate yourself." he blurted out.

I chuckled.

"It's okay."

"No it really isn't" he said pulling away from the hug.

"It's alright Matt. Go home and get some rest." I pushed him away.

He looked at my skeptically and got up.

"Bye Y/N." he said before leaving.

I threw myself back into my bed in frustration.

"Hey, that must've been awkward." Sam chuckled as he walked in.

"Ya, then Gilinsky left half way into the conversation which made it 10x's more awkward." I covered my face with my hands.

"Well, daddy Wilk knows what will making you happy again." he said giving me an evil smirk.

"You make it sound like we're fuck buddies and thats where it's going to lead to." I laughed.

"Fuck buddies? No no. Ew, I'm. Not that low." he smiled at me.

"Thank the lord." I sarcastically praised.

"Then what's going to make me happy." I asked.

"You know." he said throwing me a pillow.

"Well I don't know, but! I will go get ready." I said smiling and walking to my rest room.

-

I was done showering and but on some fresh undergarments and did my hair, which was just blow drying it and leaving the waves in. I went to my closet and grabbed some denim high waisted shorts and a flowy spaghetti strap, after I grabbed my shoes and walked out.

"Ready?" He asked standing up.

"Yup, hey we're you waiting there the whole time?" I asked.

"Maybe, that's not important tho." he said sarcastically while holding the door open for me.

We walked down the steps and saw the Jacks watching TV.

"BYE BABES IM GOING OUT WITH SAM." their heads shot up from what they were doing, including Sam's.

"YOU'RE WHAT?" Johnson yelled.

"Ha going out, of this house, to hang out.

"Oh." they signed in relief.

"Dummy's." I laughed and walked out with Sam.

-

We were in the car, till Sam stopped at an ice cream shop.

"Ice cream?! How did you know?!" I asked have serious and have sarcastic.

"Oh this isn't it, this is to eat while we're there." I sat there almost dumbfounded.

"Oh." was all I could reply.

After begging for a 2 scoop cone we finally left.

And I think I have a feeling where Sam is taking me.