My Every Second of Loving You

"Out of 8 Billion People, why?"

"Out of 8 Billion People, why him?"

Because siya na yan eh

3 billion people in the Philippines, 8 billion people in the whole world yet he's the one I chose to love

He is unique and different from them

And my heart chose him, my soul loved him and my mind found peace in him

I love him even if he has flaws, again he may not be the perfect guy for me but I accepted it. I loved his flaws just as how I love him as himself

Out of 8 Billion hearts, I fell for his

And falling for that heart was never a bad choice.

This guy? Damn I told you I love him very much. Kalix is the man of my dreams, he's my peace, my serenity, my home and my everything.

I chose him because he is where my heart lies at, where my heart can freely rest and be comfortable at, where my soul and mind can feel...at home.

I was once a colorblind who had the monochromatic vision of the whole damn world, being pained, being hurt

Falling into sweet lies that I turned a blind eye on.

But Kalix came and gave colors to my meaningless world

If I'm being asked I came to love him?

To be honest, love grows really over time as we started with admiring, liking and then loving.

He is not the perfect guy as I said pero kasi alam mo yun? He felt the best for me. He treated me right in every aspect tho there were times he didn't but he's making up for it now.

I don't know how to explain how I love him pero like there's things I am willing to do just to prove my love for this guy

I'm willing to take risks just for him.

Well, it is evident in me too that I'm damn in love with him right? Considering I'm writing a book about my feelings for him

This man? God damn. I hate slow replies, I hate it when I'm not constantly being greeted, I hate waiting, I hate spoiling kisses but he, he was the one that suddenly made me not feel these and accepted those even if some are his doings

I always try my hardest to express my love for him day by day in simplest efforts, and I do hope he acknowledges it.

Once again going back, 8 billion people why him? He bring me always out of my sadness everytime we just talk or with a simple I love you

I love him for making me the happiest girl

I chose him because even if we had problems, he chose to stay and handled it nicely

I love him for he handled my maldita side, he stayed with it even if I'm topakin

He's that one heart that gave meaning to my meaningless word

That heart that made me felt love and covered up the hole I had in my heart longing for someone to fill it with utmost pure sincerity and love.

Truly, tatlong bilyon, siya lamang ang aking gusto.

Walong bilyon, sa puso lang niya ako magmamahal hanggang dulo.