4:30
Bro im so tired. But I kinda want to get up early for once. Ugh.
6:10
It's pretty nice outside, their very actions for their orientation. They enter the bus and was ready for middle school. Or so they thought and wanted to believe.
They enter the bus and see their friends from their original school but when they started middle school, they felt more.. distant.. and scared to talk.. that was till they saw the weird kid she was very close with. They sat across from one another and talked. Then the next stop came. They saw their childhood best friend. He sat next to them. They all talked. They made it to school. They follow the teachers into the auditorium. Their all separated. Sunny starts to get scared and panic. They knows none in her home room. They didn't talk to anyone. They all walk to their home rooms from the auditorium. They sits in the very back of the class. They were nervous. The teacher explained everything the everyone went home for the day.
Day one. Same bus experience as day before. They goes to the cafeteria and sit down as everyone was supposed to walking with her friends and sitting down talking with them. The bell rings and they walk to their first class alone. They get in the room first and sit in a random seat.
The girl in front to me had long brunette wavy hair in a white sweater and gray sweat pants with shoes like Jordens. She seemed nice. I saw one of my closest friends entered and sat next to me. She smiled and I smiled back.
She said :
"Hey Sunny! How are you doing! It's been like forever!"
Sunny :
"Oh my gosh hey! I'm good how are you? Its been too long"
#4169e1 :
"I'm good but still a bit nervous, i think all the guys yk.... Themm...."
Sunny :
"Oh don't tell me.. it's.."#CC5500 #E68000 and #E26310 enter the room laughing and making a commotion. Some background Sunny went to elementary with #4169e1 #CC5500 #E68000 #E26310 and many others. They didn't really talk to anyone. The teacher was a very nice cheery person. We introduce ourselves by writing our names on a paper and writing about ourselves in each corner, our favorite place, our favorite sent, our favorite animal, and our favorite color. It was difficult for Sunny because she was indecisive. That wasn't her favorite but because she sat next to #4169e1. They still was nervous. Then they all went to a different seat and read what name and info was there. I don't know who was at Sunny's. I guess none will know. Then after doing some games and other stuff it was time for study hall. They went to the class they were assigned for study hall. They didn't know anyone there. They sat down in the back before anyone and a Girl came and sat next to her because it was the last seat.
#FF2800 :
oh hi my name is #FF2800
Sunny :
I'm Sunny, nice to meet you
#FF2800 :
you have a nice name
Sunny :
oh thank you!
#FF2800 :
mhm!That was my first interaction with #FF2800. She's a nice person. I still don't think I'll be talking to her very much. It was very easy to hide my phone in this class because I was in the very back.
After study hall they had P.E and saw some people they knew so she walked over to them and sat with her. She never changed, she looked the same, sounded the same. But didn't act the same towards her, she acted more.. distant. It was one of their closest friends but they stopped talking to her. Middle school has... broken.. them. All they did in P.E was talk about expectations and what they would be doing. Then this girl #FFFFED talked with them. She was very short. She was nice. And funny. I think she'll be a very important person.
Then as they walked with #FFFFED and went to their class they had together which was a class similar to study hall. They headed to the room for the class and waited for their assign seat. And they were seated on one of the computers. They just used their phone the entire class. It was pretty boring.
After that class they walked with #FFFFED to their next class, they didn't have the same class. #FFFFED had English while Sunny had science. Everyone hates the teacher. It's fine. It was the same teacher they had for study hall. Then this this person #BD2031 sat next to them. #BD2031 kept looking at them. She seemed nice. But it didn't seem like they liked Sunny that much. Then they got their assigned seats and they sat next to #BD2031. What a coincidence. Then another person. #ED7014 kept looking at Sunny. Sunny didn't know who this was and was kinda scared to talk to anyone. But they started to warm up to #BD2031 and these two girls behind them talked to Sunny mostly just for answers and to ask what they were doing because they weren't paying attention. It was fine. They didn't mind.
Then it was lunch. They met up with their friends at one table. And always went to that table.
The lunch tastes disgusting (it wasn't that bad)
Then it was time for their last class. Their best friend was in there, they were more relieved so they walked together. Then they saw a guy #3CB043. He was pretty cute. But they don't know him at all. They couldn't stop looking at him. They were in a perfect seat where they could watch him. Not creepy way but just admire him. Then during break he talked to them. They were shocked. He always looked back at them during class and smiled at them. Always smiled when talking with them. His smile was adorable. He was like.. a black cat type of person that when they come out of their shell is like a golden retriever. Their friends believe he likes them and they like him back, but they don't believe them. Does he like them..? Do they like him..? There's no way. It's the first day. It's impossible. Or.. is it really that hard to believe..?
I cant believe it.. did I actually fall for someone..? There's no way. That's what I call crazy... crazy..? I was Crazy once.. they locked me in a room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. The rats.. made me crazy... crazy..?-
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Confessions...
RandomConfessions is a story about a gender-fluid first year middle school student named Sunny who has lots of interests but not many friends and also hasn't came out to anyone and is having mental and other issues in their life. Conflicting issues are ma...